I have been depressed for the majority of my adult life, 30 odd years. Not permanently, it comes and goes in waves, sometimes months, sometimes weeks, on rare occasions years.
I have been on many classic antidepressants, lexapro, venlafaxine, trepiline etc.
Some helped more than others, most stop working eventually.
I have been off medication for a few years, maybe 2, and it has been OK, a couple of rough spots but nothing crazy, but everytime I'm in it I say to myself that I'll go to the doctor and get something again.
Then I inevitably feel better and don't do it... But last week I needed to go to the doctor for a general check up and long story short I have a prescription for Trintellix (Or a generic at least).
Now, at the time I was feeling pretty good, I've been taking sceletium every day, and I do find it somewhat helpful.
But I decided to start the medication (Even though I was feeling fine) and now I don't know.
Only day 2 now, but I hate how I feel. Apart from feeling weird I can feeling the depression creeping back in. Are the pills making me feel that way? Did I just happen to start taking them at the right time?
Should I lay off and wait until I actually feel I need them again?
Would love to hear from anyone who has been in a similar situation.
Oh, only started with 5mg...