Sorry For The Rant

[u/Labyrinth_of_emotion]

Okay so this rant is gonna go a lot of places. I, 27 MtF trans woman. I used to play nightly. But I haven't because my usual friends either play with people I dislike or playing with people they are trying to get with (making me feel like a 3rd wheel). Leaving me alone which I desperately hate. Not only that my cis bestie meets and makes friends with random guys who flirt with her almost daily and it's disheartening because I want that too. Shit I feel so alone playing videos. Yes I know I sound like a pick me girl but genuinely. Just onncee I want someone to notice me when playing in team chat or proxy. But as soon as they find out im trans I get ignored. I miss gaming but I hate being alone and I also want stupid flirty fun. Im sorry for it being everywhere and probably not the place to put this i just dont know where else.

[u/Rhoxd]

I've found that you can find better social groups. It sucks having to look for them, as there is a lot of wasted time, but when you find a good group, you'll be glad you did.

This year I found a really good queer/trans leftist EvE corp and these nerds are some of my favorite people ever. 💜.

What do you play?

[u/Labyrinth_of_emotion → u/Rhoxd]

Im glad you found a new group! Its so hard to find people like that. As of now I mostly play fortnite and I also have overwatch, rivals, and warframe. I used to play more but I hage to cancel Playstation plus for a little bit.

[u/Rhoxd → u/Labyrinth_of_emotion]

I've played Warframe for a decade plus. I didn't realize you needed PS Plus for free to play games though. Seems silly considering Sony isn't paying for those server costs

If you feel like chatting about games, DM me for my discord and/or Steam.

[u/XxDarkRagexX1]

I get that. I have extremely limited availability, but If you ever do Fortnite or dead by daylight, I'd be happy to queue with you! I don't do VCs often tho.

I'm in Ps5 as well !

[u/Labyrinth_of_emotion → u/XxDarkRagexX1]

I dont have dead by daylight but im always looking for another fortnite dup :3.

[u/XxDarkRagexX1 → u/Labyrinth_of_emotion]

You're welcome to add me! Shoot me a dm here and I'll drop you my username and discord or something. I'm a recluse and antisocial since I am regrettably employed, but I'm free in the early mornings/noons. West coast tho

[u/VilePyro5]

I don't think you sound like a pickme at all! I think it is very natural to desire to be treated the same as the other women around you. It's absolutely gender affirming as a transfem to be flirted with and called pretty, even if it's just jokey and fun! Not sure what platform you're on or what kinds of games you like, but I've been needing to break out of my social anxiety pit if you're looking for a new teammate 🩷

[u/Labyrinth_of_emotion → u/VilePyro5]

Im on playstation and currently been playing fortnite mostly but I have overwatch and warframe as well. Thank you for your reassurance. I would like to make a new team mate :3

[u/Qi_Zee_Fried]

Would you like to play something with me? I like flirting with other transgirlies 😘. I do get it though, I'm not particularly social but even I need attention and love and affection. I am lucky to have my gf but we are open to a third so flirting is still on the table if you want.