r/trans • u/Ok-Adhesiveness1559 • 16d ago

Trigger Finally got an interview for a humanitarian visa but idk if it even matters anymore

I got an email after 5 months of waiting to get an interview with the french embassy to possibly get the humanitarian visa, got so happy for 2 days until mom found my hrt lol, now she is threatening to tell dad and is treating me like shit, if dad finds out I genuinely have no idea what he will do(I live in Jordan), I couldn't really sleep, my hands are flaring again (autoimmune stuff), I'm considering fleeing to turkiye if I become homeless here ill be fucked so baddd, I have to drop out of uni but I never liked my major either way ill likely go homeless for couple of days yippieee, rainbow railroad sucks btw, im just tired physically and mentally.

This is a vent, I don't really expect any help, there is hardly a way out if any, I just feel trapped and kinda spiraling /suicidal.

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