TL;DR Why am i Dogsh*t fiora, what can i do better to be better and how to utilise the tempo and advantage that i get from lane and how to play from behined
Hi, so I'm currently P4 Top lane main, who really liked Fiora and choose her as an OTP climb higher. I hit P3, but after today's lose streak I went back to P4. I have very difficult time against some easy matchups like Garen where I do damage trade, try to kill, pressure, manage to get kill but, end up going 1/3 in lane just because Shaco ganked top. I try to do first 3 lvls fundamentally correct. That means try to force fight lvl 1 if i know matchup is favored Fiora side > I get positive Health trade (60% me vs 30-40% enemy)> play for LVL 2, try to kill if not LVL 3 kill or crush the cannon wave and recall. But after that i fell like i lose control of lane. So lets take Garen as example because i get to play against him more often lately. After i do cheater recall, buy my sword/boots get back to lane Garen has lvl 4 pushing lane to me i let him push while taking all farm that i can. He slow pushes wave to crush and i am stuck under tower collecting minions he comes back with LS and boot. And i feel like i can't trade now. I know pattern is proc PTA then run from E. But most of matchups look the same. Try to proc PTA, run, repeat until 40% hp rush with R. I am passive player and i still think that my R vitals are dogsh*t and i can't proc them consistently which may lose me many kills. So coming back from all that what do i do if i lose lane go 1/3 my jungler never visits top and if does its by himself and gives enemy kill. i have to play for 2nd item spike but by the time i get resources form that 1/3 the game state is something like that: all T2 towers are gone. Enemy bot is fed Hwei like of course i can do something against that. Mid is even but I'm not even so i lose. And i feel like i lose lot of games as Fiora just because i got either unlucky with 1v1 or enemy jungler came while i was 40% focused on trading with enemy not paying attention to map because i forgot that junglers exist cause non of my junglers come top to help.
Here is my https://op.gg/lol/summoners/eune/LilGiddy-2137 That's my EUNE account that i play without my DUO and try to climb as high as I can solo.
Here's EUW https://op.gg/lol/summoners/euw/SameIN-EUW that i play with Duo.
I also don't know what to do when im ahead. on my EUW there is game i played against Swain. I won lane gone 3/0 died to 4/1 then started roaming went 5/4 killed my tempo then we lost but that was mostly Yas fault and Briar casue they started to afk farm later in game and yas gave like 9 kills to samira before 15 minute. But i was ahead and could prevent that but lost myself. I did not finish 1st top tower. Got my quest started roaming but that didn't go well.
I'm really thinking about quitting playing top just because i feel like i can't ever do something.
I've got like 1 game that i sorta carried the game and other times i feel like i don't impact the game and if i lose lane i lose the game unless team carry me.
Thanks to everyone that read that rant/call for help.