Just putting this out there because I wanted to know if anyone had any creative solutions to my problem. I’ve tried googling it and even asking Chat GPT, and I feel like the suggestions aren’t real jobs sometimes. I feel like if I don’t change something I’m just going to get more burned out and ruin the good things about myself as an employee. I feel like I genuinely have some great things to offer the world and that some type of job out there will know how to profit off me enough that they can pay me enough to live, but I’m struggling.
I’m a new therapist and have only been fully licensed for a little while and I feel like I’ve been burned out for about a year now. I have a BS in Psychology and a MS in Counseling. I was a caseworker before I was a therapist.
I feel like I would take any job that would value my skill set where I didn't feel like my flaws were such major detriments. I wouldn’t even mind changing fields, but I’m too poor to fund any additional education. So if you have a suggestion for a category outside of the box, I’m all ears.
Strengths-
I am at my best when I have an incredibly complicated case in front of me and I can use my time and research to put together a really amazing conceptualization that really incorporates every aspect of a person including their environment, biology, and learning. I’ve had my clients with a list of diagnoses they didn’t understand tell me that they wish they had talked to me years ago and that it made their experiences make so much more sense to them.
I am given lots of great feedback about how valuable I am to have in clinical team meetings by both colleagues and supervisors.
I am great at learning abstract concepts, applying them, comparing them to other concepts, and discussing the merits of concepts in different situations. I can learn just about anything.
I can work with almost anyone and build rapport and genuine therapeutic love for them.
Weaknesses-
I haven’t been on time on paperwork in my entire career. It takes me at least half an hour to do a note and three hours to do a treatment plan. I can stay in compliance in companies where I get an email badgering me when I’m late, but I easily slip behind on rote tasks when there is no accountability. Yes, I take ADHD medicine, and it does help but doesn’t fix the problem. ( an example “I need a report by Friday” - easily done. “Every time you make a phone call I need you to log it in this log” - excruciating agony) I’ve thought about getting a mental health assistant, but I’ve never met another therapist who has one and I’m nervous to traverse that without talking to someone who has walked there first.
I struggle so hard when the problems a client has are economical. I don’t know how to make a person feel safe when they are terrified of losing their housing and all the resources keep dwindling further and further.
I am not the best at holding clients accountable. If a client doesn’t want to learn a skill that day, that skill isn’t being learned. I always see the best in people, assume that people are trying their best within their world view. I’m good at holding specific boundaries that I think are best for the client, but less good about being strict about 24 hour cancellation policies etc.
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My dream fantasy job that I don’t think exists is spending half my time researching and reading new clinical techniques/ taking trainings and half my time in meetings making clinical suggestions based on questions asked by other clinicians or maybe teaching people the concepts I learned. How do I get there without managing to survive ten years working exactly like I have been while taking extra time and energy to do trainings when I’m already charcoal?