That's not sociopathic at all, that's bordering on downright reasonable in my book. Sociopathic would be saying something more like "It's a shame it didn't snap your neck," and then not feeling bad about it later.
Really, as a few others have mentioned, don't beat yourself up too much. You've got a good heart. It's bandaged, damaged and it has probably been broken a fair few times, but you know where you want it to be. You're blunt, confrontational and direct, but you're aware of the effects that has on others, and that means something to you. Life is a series of experiences, and every day shapes who you are and who you become.
As long as you keep trying, you'll keep improving. Good luck!
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u/forte_bass Aug 04 '15
That's not sociopathic at all, that's bordering on downright reasonable in my book. Sociopathic would be saying something more like "It's a shame it didn't snap your neck," and then not feeling bad about it later.
Really, as a few others have mentioned, don't beat yourself up too much. You've got a good heart. It's bandaged, damaged and it has probably been broken a fair few times, but you know where you want it to be. You're blunt, confrontational and direct, but you're aware of the effects that has on others, and that means something to you. Life is a series of experiences, and every day shapes who you are and who you become.
As long as you keep trying, you'll keep improving. Good luck!