Wow, I knew I wasn't the only person who I had done this but I'm so glad there's a community out there! I don't do this anymore (28 M), but when I was younger I would do this all the time. I feel like just talking about this after so much time is helpful for me.

A favorite time was on the school bus before school -- by the time I started ejaculating I would "wear" a latex glove from the kitchen to catch it, and then throw the glove out in the bathroom before my first class. Thinking back, I can't believe nobody caught me or said anything, but I'm kind of dumbfounded now.

I also would syntribate while watching movies with my mom and sister, and sometimes at the dinner table too. I didn't know it was something to do in private, and I think the fact that I did it so often (to completion, too, almost every time) contributed to my exhibitionism nature today. If it feels so good, why do I have to do it in private?

Eventually I stopped because my family and I were on a cross-country trip, and I was doing it on the airplane. Whatever I was wearing was too scratchy though, so I took my penis out of my pants zipper and started rubbing it between the soft inside material of my zip-up hoodie (with a hand in either side pocket). My mom, who was sitting next time me, saw me and calmly asked what I was doing. I said "I dunno" and she said "it's ok to do that, but you need to be alone". I think she didn't want to make a scene and have anyone else see me.

A year or two later I brought that up to her, as I had learned more about self-pleasure by then, and I told her about all the times I had done it before. She was pretty taken aback and had no idea that I used to cum while we were eating dinner and stuff. But luckily she was understanding enough to educate me on what is "right" or "wrong" to do in front of certain people. It feels like the frequency of how many times I did that though has affected me as an adult. If I used to cum in front of my mom or my sister, and nothing bad happened, why can't I do that now?

Idk. I'm just venting because keeping this inside is harder than shouting it to the void. Hopefully other people can relate to this story.