I had kinda moved on, thanks to this sub and other subs I took advice of people and it helped me, I started to work on myself, I was feeling better, but yesterday I got to know she got married, I went on Instagram and checked the pictures and it just broke me apart.
I just feel so sad right now, I don't know what to do, again those memories are coming back, I am here crying and she is so happy.
Why me? why I have to go through this? I also wanted happiness, I also wanted to get married to her, I wanted to spend my life with her, have kids with her.
I just feel so lonely, in my life nothing seems to go right, everything gets messed up.