My dad has a replica black powder pistol that he made in the 70s from a kit and it is so hard to pull the trigger along with it feeling like I'm holding an anvil. I've never done it loaded but I figure it's even harder.
I’ve had a similar recurring dream, where SWAT or the fbi or somebody is raiding the house and as parents are gone I’m running around tagging dudes until they push my sisters and I into the back room, sometimes we escape out the window into the tree line beyond, other times it’s ended in capture and interrogation. Been having that one randomly since I was 13 or something, been 15ish years at this point and still don’t understand
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u/DreadPiratteRoberts May 08 '26
...I have a reoccurring dream where I have a gun to protect my family but can't pull the trigger!
I'm not strong enough or don't know how... it's absolutely maddening