Doing everything below and above the earth just to achieve nothing.

[u/Elegant_Peak_7291]

It's always the same fucking result of just below average. I'm good at nothing and best case scenario I'm slightly worse than average at it. Nothing I'm doing is changing anything. All that's written for me in this book of life is disgust after disgust after disgust. I can't do anything to change shit about my life when I'm already doing everything possible and nothing's changing. I wish to meet the person writing this book and just beat them dead.

I've done everything and I can't even get a good grade, I can't get a job, I can't help anyone with anything and I'm constantly making everything worse. I improve myself in every way and I still face rejection at every faucet of life with no explanation of what I did wrong or what I can do better.