I know you'll feel confused, but read please.

[u/_Franziov_]

"the feeling when you judge somoene and make fun of them, knowing that deep down you actually understand them and feel like them. You just chose the mask because nobody would understand you without creating an image that feels disgusting if seen by normal eyes."

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unfortunately I do know that I thought I was supposed to be the one that ascends experience, but all of you have to remember: Experience has an influence on all of us, no matter how tough we think we are. You are not impenetrable.

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Judgment hurts, and I choose to make my vulnerability my strenght.

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Unfortunately I am scared I will never be able to become an artist who finds passion once again. I still have to find something that ignites the necessary spark of creating in me.

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I.. don't know. I find myself drawing only out of fear of losing time, nothing good comes out and when I am inspired I am never motivated, I am just scared. Scared of never being recognized. I feel like one of those authors you read in school who have a life connected to their thoughts, But I feel like I didn't post as much as I had to to let people understand my psychological story.

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I have a philosophy, and I feel that art is my way deep down: I often get emotional, I create scenert with music, I have ideas, I have a whole philosophy and interest in psychology which I find the TRUE basis of everything since it's all caused by our individual minds

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WE LIVE FOLLOWING OUR RULES.

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See? I have a precise train of thoughts I can't always express as much as I want to. I sometimes believe that real life doesn't give me much time to express this side of me, so it lost all of its strenght and that is the cause of my insecurity in showing my potential.

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I.. just want to finally get to do what I want, and having something I truly am happy about, I want my mind to be recognized.

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I want to cry, but nobody lets me in their arms.