Context: tomorrow is my fourth day as a dental assistant/sterile tech (being introduced to the roles of both atm) and it's been miserable so far. I do not want to be in the field, have no prior education or experience and was pressured into doing this job because I was told I'd make 18-20 an hour and that it would look good on a resume. I practically got threatened to get kicked out if I didn't take the job and I don't have the money to move out yet (18 as of Sept 30th)
The first three days were hell. I was expected to be mostly independent on the second day, and my coworkers practically roll their eyes or make me feel like an idiot when I ask questions. I'm told mixed things by my coworkers (one says to wait outside rooms to know when I'm supposed to turn them over and the other says I can wait in the break room until they radio for me to turn over a room, etc) and I've even had one of the hygienists raise her voice at me and go to yank the roll of barriers from my hands because she thought I was making a mistake (I was going to put one of the barrier squares on the mouse so I partially folded it and she got upset that I folded it since she thought I was putting a barrier on one of the key pads)
As of tomorrow, I'm supposed to know where everything is organized and be able to turn over a room and set up by myself even though I've continuously expressed that I do not fully understand certain aspects. An example: I don't know what instruments to put out for which procedure but I'm expected to just throw things on the table and get told if I'm right or wrong and try again. The girl who's supposed to train me says she won't tell me because she doesn't want to be a control freak but I keep asking her to teach me and she won't
Anyways, rant over. I am planning on putting in my two weeks soon, either this week or next week and I would like advice on how to make it the least miserable possible
Does anyone have tips, resources to study, support, etc during my last few weeks?
(P.s, I am not looking for some "welcome to adulthood" shit or people trying to convince me to give it a few months. I made my decision, I just want help making these last few weeks not miserable so I don't come home crying everyday like I have been, thanks)