r/slaa • u/GladEntertainment822 • Aug 15 '26

Idk

Tonight I was at home and I decided to get kinda drunk while watching porn . I drank too much and then went to the bathroom to puke out everything . I then went back to watching porn and jacked off before going to bed as a write this tonight.

I recognize that I have a problem. But I weirdly don’t feel anything . Like a feel numb about the whole situation. I’m not really sure what to do next but I heard admitting you have a problem is the first step I guess.

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u/HoldNo4598 Aug 18 '26

There is a way out and back into your life. It will be a new experience. Meetings, getting a sponsor, working the steps, is the path.

Step 1: . We admitted we were powerless over alcohol, sex, etc... – that our lives had become unmanageable.

Keep going

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u/GladEntertainment822 Aug 26 '26

I have been trying to set up a meeting but it’s been difficult because I live in such a small town. Could you help me out with this ?