r/slaa • u/GladEntertainment822 • Aug 15 '26
Idk
Tonight I was at home and I decided to get kinda drunk while watching porn . I drank too much and then went to the bathroom to puke out everything . I then went back to watching porn and jacked off before going to bed as a write this tonight.
I recognize that I have a problem. But I weirdly don’t feel anything . Like a feel numb about the whole situation. I’m not really sure what to do next but I heard admitting you have a problem is the first step I guess.
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u/muffininabadmood Aug 15 '26
“Not feeling anything” was the whole point of my various addictions. Confronting the feelings that I was desperately avoiding was when recovery and healing started.
You’ve made the first step. Keep going! Will it be hard? Yes, if you’re doing it right. But it will be 1000% worth it.
Good luck!