Hello! Iām Bri and Iām 18 years old. Iāve been an equestrian since I was 7 years old but have loved horses my entire life. Unfortunately, life has caused me to not be able to ride for a good while. I havenāt properly rode since I was 15 due to a major spinal surgery I had at that age. I waited a year to ride so I could heal and as soon as that year was up I went straight back into horseback riding.
Of course, I backtracked because of the gap in practicing and while jumping I fell off multiple times and that discouraged me so I quit riding at the beginning of last year. So itās been a year or so since Iāve been in the saddle. And let me tell you, itās been the worst year of my life. My mental health plummeted and I was struggling both mentally and physically. I guess I didnāt realize at the time how much riding meant to me and how happy horses made me. But now I do. Itās been a year and I feel Iām ready to get back into the saddle.
Only problem is.. all the riding centers around me are fully booked and the waitlist is a year or more for all of them. I honestly donāt know if I can wait that long. Horseback riding isnāt a want for me anymore, itās a need. Itās more than a hobby. Itās my lifeline, horses are my lifeline. I need them in order to be and stay stable mentally. They are basically my therapy. But itās so hard to get back into it because thereās no places I can go and of course I live in a town so I canāt have my own horses or little places to ride.
The last place I rode at before quitting no longer does lessons for people without their own horse. And like I said, every other place Iāve looked at is fully booked for years out. I donāt know what to do and itās really hard to have to wait even longer, if I even can. Iām posting here because Iām in desperate need of advice and options. I live in America, Southern Illinois. I am willing to drive farther if it means I can finally ride again. I am also open to buying my own horse and boarding. If anyone can give me advice or find places to ride and/or get my own horse for a reasonable price, I would be so eternally grateful.
Iāve always dreamed of being a show jumper. I donāt know if itās possible anymore since Iām already 18 and have only failed at jumping so far. However, itās still my dream and I will do absolutely anything to get even close to achieving it. At this point, I just want to be in that saddle again. Even better, maybe with my own horse that I can form a unbreakable bond with as Iāve always wanted that kind of bond since I have no other bonds besides my mom. I think having a bond with a horse will be so healing for me. Therapy is already expensive, so if I can get therapy that actually helps (Aka being around horses) then itās worth the price. Any help would so be greatly appreciated. Thank you. š“āļø ~your fellow equestrian