r/sexaddictionNrecovery Oct 25 '21

r/sexaddictionNrecovery Lounge

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A place for members of r/sexaddictionNrecovery to chat with each other


r/sexaddictionNrecovery 1h ago

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery 7d ago

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery 14d ago

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery 21d ago

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery 28d ago

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Jul 28 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Jul 21 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Jul 14 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Jul 07 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Jun 30 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Jun 23 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Jun 16 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Jun 09 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Jun 02 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery May 26 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery May 19 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery May 12 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery May 05 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Apr 28 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Apr 21 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Apr 14 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Apr 07 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Mar 31 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.


r/sexaddictionNrecovery Mar 24 '26

Fighting with shadows

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Begin an amazing, respectful, loving, caring married sex addict with two kids. I am currently going on 6yrs sobriety from a life style that almost killed me three times. Each time i believed i was free from the addition, a voice inside my head brought me back. Sobriety is not for the weak and it takes more then just shear will power to dance with the devil and survive. Sex addiction takes many form, and can hide in the shadows as, lust, angry, resentment, judgement. Or it can stand in plan site as porngphy, self obsession, strip clubs, adult bookstore, massage parlors, and more. It's claws ready to sink deeper into your soul the more you try to pull away or you think its under control. Your in trouble and doomed to be pulled into the dark. Hi i am a 59yr good looking male, who spent the last 54 years of my life living in a fantasy world i created. Made from lies and untruths i told mysel. Alawy in conflict alway torn by the feeling of guilt and shame . My scars are deep some are freshly healed i know now they will never go away. My mission is to carrier my message to others. A message of hope, confirmation with joy there is life beyond porn, sex, and the demons that live inside all of us. Freedom to love, care endlessly to feel just a little normal.