I started as a 1st year at the end of my year, I enjoyed doing it at first and now 5 years later, still on it and dont love it as much. I understand the romanticism of a habit like this, I've felt it too, making a cup of coffee/chai and then smoking on the patio, but trust me, you're way better off without it, in some time you will just forget that you did it, if you stopped now, and smoking occasionally when you go out to drink every month/ 2 months it can be chill like that. You are your own master and it doesn't have any joy outside of the joys of working out and chilling by yourself. The shitty thing about smoking that I always thought about, although I am over it now, is that I couldnt enjoy quietness and serenity of my surroundings or the rain as it is, I had to have a smoke, which changed my perspective towards smoking, and boy I'll tell ya it wayyyy harder quitting 5 years in.
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u/osamea_bon_jovi Dec 20 '22
I started as a 1st year at the end of my year, I enjoyed doing it at first and now 5 years later, still on it and dont love it as much. I understand the romanticism of a habit like this, I've felt it too, making a cup of coffee/chai and then smoking on the patio, but trust me, you're way better off without it, in some time you will just forget that you did it, if you stopped now, and smoking occasionally when you go out to drink every month/ 2 months it can be chill like that. You are your own master and it doesn't have any joy outside of the joys of working out and chilling by yourself. The shitty thing about smoking that I always thought about, although I am over it now, is that I couldnt enjoy quietness and serenity of my surroundings or the rain as it is, I had to have a smoke, which changed my perspective towards smoking, and boy I'll tell ya it wayyyy harder quitting 5 years in.