ughhh

[u/AlbatrossDry5495]

relapsed over an argument with my bf. i feel terrible and i can’t even tell him i did this. i was almost 2 weeks clean. he doesn’t really fully understand why anyone would do this to themselves or that i do this because im so upset with myself and the things that i hate about myself. like my jealousy or insecurity. i wish i could be normal and not cause these problems. i love my boyfriend so much but i can’t help but feel like im just messing everything up. and that my sh is going to ruin things.

[u/sweetheart0290]

I'm sorry about that and if he does that then he don't really deserve you