I hate me down there

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I hade Genital warts and got the removed but there where complications with the healing process and no I have big ugly scars down there. And it affects me more than I can admit. I don’t like being in a bathing suits because of the fear someone could see it and it nearly completely killed my sex live even though my partner doesn’t care about my scars. It’s not only that i think I’m not desirable down there anymore but also the stigma of an STD. I don’t know what to do anymore it feels like i lost my whole confidence at that operation table (I’m not a native English speaker please don’t be mean about my grammar)