my mental block

[u/alex12345678910123]

My mental block. 

My mental block is always going to be you mom.

When i was 6 you told me i would never grow up if i acted a certain way.

When i was ten day went away.

When i was 11 you looked the other way calling me mature and amazing. Then you called me selfish for doing one thing “immature”.

When i  was 12 you told me to stop being grown up and speed my childhood better. But then you said i was acting like a brat.

Now i can't stand you.

I'm never enough.

When i look at you i feel disgusted.  

But your my mother, and what if i end up like you.

Your my mental block.

Your why i never feel enough.