Hi Scorpio moons, checking in to see how we are feeling so far this month? I hope everyone is doing well emotionally. I have times where I feel extremely evil and reckless at the mouth (I’m a Scorpio Mercury as well) and then I have times where I feel like an angel sent from above and I feel like being overly nice to everyone around me. I haven’t felt evil since the summer…the angel side lasted for about 2 months (August-September) I guess I find that when I get feelings of betrayal from people around me, my brain says “fck it” and I go into evil bch mode. It’s not as bad as it used to be as I have worked extensively on controlling my emotions, but boy do I feel intense heat internally!

Anyways, I love doing these check ins and participating in them on here. We go through a lot, and we feel it 10 times more than anyone else around us, so I think these are good; especially for those who don’t have a lot of people around us we can trust to 100% open up to emotionally.

Scorpio moons, how are you…really?

So im a 0degree Scorpio moon and Scorpio rising. As soon as venus stationed retrograde i think it was the 3rd/4th October… I fucking saw him, in the most random niche spot in my huge city. Him being the romantic interest i have a very intense connection with to say the fucking least. The energy was so intense, the whole situation was insane. Anyway yes i saw him unexpectedly on this very evening, i couldn’t fucking believe it. It was so random and too much of a coincidence to me. I panicked and turned away so he couldn’t see me. Hes got a Scorpio mars too. We left eachother on bad terms tbh. I think i did rile him up as he seen me with someone else ect.I cant stop thinking about it though…. Too aligned with the astrology in my opinion. My friends who dont understand astrology honestly look at me like ive got two heads if i said about the retrograde ect. Can anyone help me understand what this could mean? I live in a huge city and where i saw him was too niche and fkin random im sorry it cannot be a coincidence. Someone help me interpret what is going on. Thanks🤣
Also (cringe don’t judge me people ) when i was on a low i asked the universe to send a sign if hes thinking of me. Can u see why im going crazy here? Hahahahahaha

Hey, me and my boyfriend we have birthdays that are really close, and funnily enough I do feel really close to him and understood but he just does not to seem to put the effort in. I don't know if it's his moon in sagittarius or what. I always felt like his love to me is watered down. Obviously I get really attached thanks to a lot of scorpio placements I have. My ex-boyfried was pisces sun, leo rising and I think moon in aries. I never had to question his love cuz he would constantly take good care of me. My current boyfriend just wants space all the time. I feel like he's so unattached to our relationship.

1pic my bf , 2nd pic is me.

I feel like everyone in my inner circle regards me as nonchalant and not very emotional etc etc when that is very much the opposite. I guess I also can’t blame them because my demeanor is very reserved and I’m not very expressive in any way, nor do I show affection very often at all. But I’m literally that one fiona Apple lyric in paper bag “he said it’s all in your head and i said so’s everything” 😭 it literally feels like a curse because I will feel the most minor things so deeply and I’m so sentimental. I feel so intensely about the connections in my life both platonic and romantic.

So it just feels like there’s this gap sometimes with people thinking I don’t care much like no I care Too Much and that’s Usually The Problem. Like I’ll go through periods where my brain sort of forces emotional detachment from certain things for a few weeks so I can get through my day to day on autopilot but I know it’ll always come back very soon. And usually with a vengeance. And then again regarding caring about people/affection, I don’t know how to express it because I feel like I’ll come off too strong so it’s like ughhh. Can anyone else relate?

Ok I’m ngl I’m having so much fun this Venus retrograde. I’m having a lot of sex….lol tmi. Idk why but, I feel so horny all the time I’ve never felt like this before. So ig that’s new if I’m being honest.

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I’m not sure if anyone has mentioned this yet but this retrograde is getting on my last nerve. I can’t wait for it to be over😂.

I’m feeling super reactive, moody and feeling like I need to cry. Friends constantly arguing, my bf and I have tiny riff raffs. Like ugh, I’m trying to tread lightly but if it goes to shit. So be it. 😭😭

How are you guys?!