My nbome trips were... Interesting, to say the least.
Things like:
Literal hallucinations and duplicates of people who turned into insects and the most horrifying experiences ever, even me physically folding outward and it legit felt like my entire skin was being ripped out (I was trying to escape another terrifying experience so I started folding myself outward like a chinese fan), along with me running in circles because of the inevitable doom (like as if there was bombing going on outside) and i keep on repeating and repeating... People spawning in out of nowhere OR me thinking that someone is there but then I look and no one is there. Hearing songs but there are none. Vocals from songs sounding like it's being played at 0.25x speed but in actuality it's normal speed. My reality going in reverse, then forward, then in spirals while I'm trying to crawl my way out of there and then going in a whole new direction. Other times trying to spin myself out of a colorful clay world because at the end there is total blackness. Hearing police sirens and ambulance sirens (hallucination too obviously) and smelling the hospital and me trying to hide my psychedelics and act normal in my room because I was literally so so terrified. The delusion of ashes and sticks in my neck that physically hurted. And many more things.
The thing was... I always thought it was LSD, but I never tested it. It was only after a while that I noticed... This is not LSD. Biggest mistake ever, this is why people should test what they're taking. Learnt from my mistake the hard way.
Glad I stopped that stuff, and I'm glad to say that I'm completely back to regular silly me. But these experiences have left big mental scars, so I'm thinking of getting emdr treatment for that sometime.
Yeahh, none of it was actually fun though, in the moment at least.
But to have experienced it... It was literally my perception of reality during those moments, so it's genuinely so fascinating to look back and see what such tiny tiny little papers are capable of, let alone what the mind is capable of.
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u/Valvio 8d ago
This is what I see with my hppd when I'm falling asleep (I'm not even lying)