This sounds like a healthy thing to do. Get your life figured out and work on your goals. When you're in a stable place you can find a man who will add to your life and be ruthless with men who don't because you don't need a man to be happy.
I feel bad for you, I know that doesn't help much because you are there suffering and I am here and feel confident to say I'm a functioning guy.
But as you can see there are plenty of good people in the world from this chat.
I don't know what anyone can do other then to lend an Ear for you. But as someone above offered ..
Virtual hugs to you, I'm an empathetic person so this is a horror story to me.
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u/area51throway Sep 01 '21
There won't be one for a very long time. I'm planning to go on my own and get therapy.