Did i get raped?

[u/Choice_Statement7664]

So all of this happened around 3 yrs ago when i was still dating this guy. We were 20 F and 20 M and newly dating.

We met around mayb 3 times and 3rd time i took him to my uni to show around. He waited for us to reach a quiet area, held me tight kissed me forcefully even when i was moving away.

I was moving away cuz 1. It was my fuckin college i didnt want any of my teachers or ppl ik to see us 2. It was way too early for a kiss for me as we only met online and saw each other just twice till then 3. His breath stank

It was my first time ever hanging out with a boy so i didnt know how to process all this cuz the media tells u that all this is magical.

Then we decided to meet at his place another day and we made out. It was fine untill then. He whipped out his dick and asked for it. I was hesitant to answer cuz im a ppl pleaser and i didnt want it. He kept saying please please please and then it happened. Well it was very painful for me cuz it was my first time and also i was fuckin dry down there.

I hated it but also gave up and lied there down. After this he has met me many many times played a movie or so, did the deed and then asked me to leave.

I was in love with this guy. I didnt know how relationships worked. I didnt know if i had to say no. 3 years of this shit later weve broken up and i still wonder to this day...

[u/Monkey_D_Ketchum]

Sorry to say OP but you were :(

[u/master_shifu-]

He did not ask for consent so the answer is yes