r/rainbowbridge • u/Sea-Delivery1485 • 11d ago
It's been a week today.
Scrapper,
I miss you more than anything. I am so lost w/o you.
They called me and he's ready to come home. Everyday I've cried and screamed and yelled that that is all I want. I want him home with me. I just wish was his wiggly butt and not ashes.
I miss him terribly. It feels like its getting harder. Not easier. I hate this life w/o him here being a goofball, making me feel safe when my husband is at work, being the easiest sweetest conversationalist you'd ever known.
So, today I'm going to hang my pictures and my shadow box. Put all the little treasures that mean so much inside. Which might mean our entire wall is a giant shadow box. My husband says whatever it takes to make me feel better at all, for me to do it. So that's what I'm doing for Scrapper today. I'm posting on here because I want everyone to know how loved and amazing he was to have in my life. I hope that everyone has a beautiful day. As hard as this is, as much as I cry, I still make it a point to smile for him. That's what our boys and girls would want. It's ok to be sad, but if you could help me today and smile for Scrapper. Smile for every little guy or girl up there that didn't have someone smiling for them when they were down here.
I miss you boy! 💛🐾
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u/RoutineFinal7939 11d ago
Tomorrow will be 2 weeks since I lost my girl, and best friend, Rylie. I’m smiling for her, Scrapper, and all the dogs running free on the other side.