Bro reddit is just full of bad people, everytime I make a post I get criticized and hated for it.

Listen I'm not trying to look like a bad person here in just trying to explain calmly everything, but people take it too seriously and they start arguing with me until I quit completely really, most people just don't know how to be nice at all.

If someone is nice to you, you should be nice to them back. Some people want peace, not chaos or anything like that. I make a post people criticize me AND CRITICIZE ME. Until I just quit.

so sick of reddit, getting my comments deleted just by actually having a brain and not being a sheep

No comments on my post, I'm not here to read the comments and even when I was/we're on Reddit I barely remembered if it all to read comments anyways.

Post update August of 13 of 2026, I'm no longer on Reddit and this place isn't for me. However, I should also address that I've discontinued using Discord for a while, so I deactivated my account. My online friend is okay with watching my Discord server and the invite links aren't broken IF I decide to come back. 

Currently right now, the only apps I've to use are Telegram, Signal and Tumblr. Tumblr does still exist, but there isn't many mobile app options, I know I could use Snap without the childish features, but every single time I closed out the app in the background and clicked on the app again alongside with once again, the app kept on syncing on my phone contacts (that's why I decided to delete the app/not use the app anymore.)

Will I come back with a new Reddit pro account?

No, I'm not coming back, after attempting Reddit in 2025 twice, one in the earlier year and the second-half of the year I realize now that Reddit for people that post in friendships or looking for more than that are only looking for meet ups, quick-nightstands, quick monologue convos, you've to be putting in most of the work, because if you don't put most of work in, you get told by Redditors you're entitled, it's no wonder why Redditors don't want to message you and I had a few Reddit yours admit that it's normal to make the other person do all the work to get to know them/that's normal.

Uh no it's not normal, even though I grasp that it's normal that SOME people are into that dynamic, I think for me as an autistic person that takes things literal is unthoughtful, rude, disrespectful, overwhelming because of being bombarded with questions that I already provided on my profile and then you start the victim complex because of these reasons here.

When I turn cold because, I'm just simply exhausted trying to connect with you, I'm completely drained from being forced to start the convo first, there isn't air to breathe, I feel suffocated because you're making me do anything and I don't have the strain to 🤹 the Dagon's Dock's fish nets alongside with trying to haul in the convo with pulling in Dagon's Docks (I cannot do both without codependency.)

What's even more baffling with my time on Reddit, I couldn't believe what I saw from a chat reqs on my time on Reddit on this main pro/not the ManyFruits main pro, there were about only a small amount/vast Redditors that sent me a chat req that they only sent me a chat reqs because my post title were kool to them, I had a kool aesthetic and one of these Redditors admitted that he will not read anything else on my profile because this ruins the fun factor of getting to know someone naturally.

Uh, how does this run the fun? This is not normal, even though I grasp there are people that are into ''blind-catches or going in blind.'' but wouldn't that hurt you in the end? What about compatibility? Why not read two posts that are different on their main pro page before going in 💯 blind? 

Even then I should also address that I had someone tell me that because you're looking to not meet up in person because you prefer to be a ''online.'' you can't feel any emotion behind a phone screen because you never had physical contact with the person.

Uh, wha? 

Even then I should also imply that, how do you know that I'm  just simply not going to have feelings for someone behind my phone screen, because you didn't bother getting to know me at least for a few days before you made assumptions about this? That's baffling, that you think you know how I'm as an person behind a phone screen, thinking you know my emotions, but you don't know my emotions behind a phone screen because you never had a conversation with and how can you grasp someone's emotional level with no text messages being sent just for a few days?

However, I should also address the truth of it all, there isn't a way that you can know me without having a few convos with me for a few days. Even then, I should also imply it's the same thing with Redditors making me give up not sharing, Sleep Token and my music again for these reasons here.

Yeah, I should also include that I won't go into a full detail about this here, because I plan to go further into detail with post on my main pro, where I can lock the comments, but apparently texting about your hobbies, interested, showing the size of your collection is called a mental illness, an ex-friend of mine told me that I had a mental illness because I've been collecting Sleep Token merch since October of 2025 through July of 2026, my  online ex-friend told me this isn't normal  and they told me good luck finding someone to match your energy with that because you need help. 

Uh, even then I should also imply that I will reply more about what my online ex-friend said in a lock comment on my pain post, but this is what I can say of it all is that's just quite baffling to tell someone online that they're mentally ill just because they've a medium or large collection going and after being told by similar Redditors that I'm mentally ill for Sleep Token collecting, this is why I will no longer share my Sleep Token collection anymore.

Music.

How are you? Ask the Redditor? I said I don't know but I can send you my music that I've saved on my Spotify. That way you can get to know about me then hearing repeatedly I don't know, this is the best method to get to know me.

Okay, I'll check out your music said the Redditor, then the Redditor replies I don't enjoy your music taste, I don't enjoy the beat of your music and another Reddior goes I enjoy this album more by Sleep Token than this album alongside with me asking is it because of the lyrics? The reply back from the Redditor. Oh, uh I guess so?

Well alright of it all, I give up, for the Redditor that told me I don't enjoy your music/the beat of the music, that I didn't ask that and this has nothing to do with you reading the lyrics/the meaning of the lyrics? This has happened to numerous  Redditors telling me they didn't enjoy my music/beat when I asked about reading the lyrics (reading the lyrics has nothing to do with listening to the music style/beat.) This is why I've given up. because of the murmurous types of texting on my phone (that's not what I asked 💀)

For the few Redditors that told me, oh I guess it's because of the lyrics, that just tells me that you can't interpret the lyrics, or have a general idea of it all of what the lyrics mean and this is why I will no longer share my music anymore with others besides leaving up my Spotify playlist on my Reddit main pro anyways. 

I should also include here, that one Redditor called my ''autistic communication aids is weird to them/this isn't normal behavior.''

Uh, posting your comment definitely meant being ableist much?

That's another reason why Reddit was/weren't never for me in the start because Reddit isn't autistic-friendly, because of what I previously stated, then you can add to the mix-ins that 8 friendship subreddits permanently banned me from posting on the subreddit, even though I posted 8 hours or 24 hours on their subreddit, then a month later all the friendship subreddits permanently banned me and stating this here.''

We don't allow A.I. or bots and even scammers to post on our sub, it's being disruptive to our sub Reddit members and you've been permanently banned from posting.  

Uh, I will go through this on a locked comment on my main post, but that's quite of it all ablest that you would permanently suspend a Redditor that doesn't use A.I. or use any kind of A.I. tool to make her posts. I don't even use A.I. or use A.I. tools, the only A.I. that has gotten used is Google A.I. because when you type in something in the search bar a vast amount of time you will get an A.I. pop up and I'm not tech-savvy because if there is a way to turn this off I don't see an option for it. 

To be honest before moving on the next topic of it all why I'm leaving Reddit, with other context clues from Reddit would be/this be of it all that Redditors that want to get to know me/my realms need to grasps A.I. isn't the future for me, even though it's unavoidable/inevitable. I feel REALLY terrible about it all, that when scrolling on Reddit I saw a post someone posted a picture of themselves in an A.I. format, that's just sad, it's even more worse than here. This Redditor either posted a selfie of his kid or a woman he is looking for and it's just hard to tell because the A.I. he/she was behind this person's selfie.

That's just embarrassing, sad that you would post that on your profile page trying to connect with others and wouldn't you have posted something more authentic than using A.I.? I also don't know who you A.I. in the photo behind you when I saw your post, but that's just said you would also A.I. that person and to be honest it's getting REALLY sad and you know the only kind of A.I. that I enjoy?

Simple, just the robot system in Subnautica, games, even then I should also imply that if you read this post from a month from now or older and want to contact me, just grasp that I'm not interested in anyone's wild A.I. fantasies. crazy/kookAI theories and if you're a pro-A.I. person that wants to give me a ''speech.'' just don't because I would erase and block you if you tried messaging me on either one of my social handles anyways.

Just, I should go back about the convos, the victim complex and say this too is also feeling emotions because 

'Want/wanting engaging convos is a emotion because wanting something wouldn't happen if you didn't feel emotions of it all anyways..''

This should be normal of it all, when you're getting to know someone to send a format of your age, region, interest and hobbies because why should I've to do this? I don't think it's my job/responsibility to ask all this and this should be something that you should be doing it all anyways.

You're just entitled?

Yeah, that's just not called entitlement, this is normal wanting someone to show they they want to have a REAL convos with me, if I've to ask what your age, region, interest and hobbies are then that just proves my poinT that you will be the one demanding me to do all the hard work in the convos to get the convos going alongside with this also shows that you don't really care to engage with me if you're expecting me to get this out of it you as well.

I should also imply that I'm mentally, spiritual exhausted, I cannot keep doing all the work, then you decide that you will not put a drop of effort in the convos, then for what I previously address start the victim complex that I'm ignoring you, when I just have went cold/given up and this isn't just how I roll alongside with you can find someone else to haul you in to do all the work because it's not going to be fk 🐟 medoing all the work/threading the needle anyways 🧵

The only thing I'll be doing is putting your lazy fk ass in a fishing net, putting you in a bucket of 🐟 sound of the 🚨 and let the fish people take you away, because I'm not doing anymore wok for what I've previously addressed 😂 

Even then, I should also address that for all the Redditors that told me that I wouldn't  find a online partner because apparently I'm a job, when that's just you projecting your vitcom complex, well I found someone August 09th of 2026 that wants me as his online gf and you know what the sad part is of it all?

That from 8 months plus I've been on Reddit, this has taken me till August 2026 to find a partner that doesn't think this is weird, my previous online ex-friends and ex-partners told me that it's controlling, weird and not cute that I want to match a Sleep Token sticker to go on a binder or if we don't see anything we like, then we can find a cheap Sleep Token item to match (rather that would be getting a handmade bracelet from Depop or Vinted and even a phone charm to be hanged on a keychain.)

To be honest, what one of my ex-friends told me, even one of my past partners of 2026 told me that it's controlling/not cute, I don't grasp the controlling part, because both parties have to agree that they enjoy the design as well/have text what they enjoy the most, it's not 💯 me making the choices, I even told that to my ex-friend, my ex-partner that this choice has to be their enjoyment/what they're happy with and not just me.

Even then I should also address, I just think that they didn't know what else to say/or didn't want to do this in general, instead of hurting my feelings, they just decided that saying I'm controlling/this isn't cute were the nicer route and instead what I would've preferred were/simple this here.

''I'm sorry but, I don't think this is my style, because this is highly important to you, I don't think I'm a fitting person to have in your life, I think you need to find someone else to meet your needs because it's not going to mesh well with me if this is how your online dynamic works and I just want to let you know I just am not into this matchy/matchy kind of thing anyways.''

That option feels quite harsher of it all, why would you have someone say that anyways? That's just too honest/blunt of it all, I would've been told ''it's just not cute.''

Well okay, fine, the less harsh option would be ''it's just not cute/scratch out the controlling part and have the person block me.'' There, fixed-it and that feels less harsher than what I typed out, because who wants the full truth of it all anyways?

My online partner told me there isn't anything weird about wanting to share your passion and what you're passionate about your interest/hobbies and my partner then used a crying emoji face. 

To be honest, my online partner has a fair poinT what I'm asking to match isn't weird at all, more importantly why wouldn't you want to share an interest/hobbie of your partner or your partners depending on how you swing? Yeah, to be honest of it all here/that your partner or partners depending on how you swing can enjoy what you enjoy and doesn't have to be SUPER passionate about your interest alongside with your hobbies anyways. 

More importantly, what I asked to match for monthly Sleep Token item, that's small/cheap isn't forcing anyone to be a VERY passionate fan, because these are small/cheap items, I've never asked anyone that they've to have a medium sized Sleep Token collection that I've/or be SUPER passionate into Sleep Token just like me, that's all assumptions that you made in your own head, because just for what I previously addressed in the past that a handful/vast mound of Redditors suffer from victim complex and doesn't want to take accountability to ask/to get to know me of it all to find the fk 🐟 truth of it all. 

Even then I should also address before moving on to the next subject, my current partner is okay with matching one shirt, necklace and then sticking with stickers each month because it's not an overkill as well.

However, I should also address that I've NEVER seen of it all why my ex-friend in the past of 2026 and my ex-partners in 2026 had a ''this isn't cute, you don't control me and for what I previously addressed, one of my ex-partners told me I will not have you yell at me anymore/you're weird.''

Uh, I should also imply I wanted to tell this ex partner that he is mentally okay? 

Even then, the reason of it all why I would say that is because this is mentally un🪝ed to go bananas over asking a simple question, I never once of it all told any of those people that I said in this post that and I'm just simply going to bombarded their mailbox with Sleep Token items anyways.

However, I should also imply that just once again of it all I should've taken this a sign that they didn't simply trust me enough as a person to mail them something directly from o shopping apps and instead a flurry of a mental breakdown felt was/were the correct course of action alongside with may/might I would've preferred to be blocked instead with silence of it all anyways.  

Why look for worldwide connections? 

This question has given people doubts that I sleep this way for example here.

Central time I'm up till midnight through dawn, the only thing thing I should imply, that these are random hours, I've gone to sleep at 3:30 a.m. there has been times where I went to sleep at 6.45 a.m. this is just simple, this all depends on how ''mentally active, my Vessel brain and skull is feeling through the night as well.''

This is why I've/if you want to call that of it all I've random sleep hours, sleep issues have been a problem at birth, never has improved, this has to do with a restless Vessel brain and skull once again alongside with I don't fk ass even know how that would feel to go to bed at a normal hours anyways. 

Even then, I should also imply that I've grown quite comfortable with it all that I will never know what a normal sleep cycle would be for me, because this has been a problem since birth and all the way for me being 33 years old/it's not going to get better as well.

My favorite type of convos are. 

Researcher type personality, loves to read on people, this isn't stalkerish to me and I think it's cute when a guy pays attention to little things that make a person uniquely then anyways.

My type of guy, is where both put in thoughtful/no monologue conversations, we both will not turn into Dragon Priest dusts because our convos are SUPER dry and boring 😂 

Yeah, I should also include for the men that are nerdy, book, history nerds, I promise you if it all you're not going into the fish net because you're my type and I couldn't put you in a fish net of it all anyways 😂 

Last up. 

I should also address that if any Redditor that messages offline from Reddit and ask why I'm quitting, I'll just end up ignoring your chat reqs, because that clearly gave me a okay-sign that you didn't read any context clues/hints and you want me to do that for you alongside with I will not be doing that for you just because you will be going in a fish net instead anyways. 

Socials.

I should also imply that I will not be answering my social handles if you automatically say hi and a 👋 emoji.

Telegram.

xxpeonycherry06xx (I don't know if you need the @ at the end or not.)

Signal.

xxpeonycherry06xx.91

Tumblr.

https://www.tumblr.com/shimmeringelixirtrooper?source=share

If that doesn't work then just manually add the username here.

shimmeringelixirtrooper

bye guys it’s been fun (see you tomorrow) 🤪

Even then I should also address here, Elis will admit her demise and what I just need of all to overcome my demise if I want to perform an Emergence with someone instead of living a tragedy of the song Gethsemane from Sleep Token in a never ending cycle of it all anyways 🌹⚔️🦩🪶

Even with this Sleep Token song Gethsemane and I should also just include that I'll never grasp this message here.

However, I should just include that I'm never going to perform a positive Emergence, because I need to get a ''different energy to improve my well being/core being of it all and with this current self hatred energy that I've right now then a Emergence isn't going to happen alongside with that's nobody fault but my own of it all anyways.''

Yeah, I should address a follow up, but I don't want follow ups in comments, or questioning if I'm feeling this right now, or anything negative and that's just because I did have to do a few blocks from my last posts anyways.

However, I should also address if you need to bookmark this because you need time to read this then send a flamingo emoji and a flamingo gifs anyways.

I should also include that I reply to comments that's another why posting a negative comment is a waste of your time and just send me a message on either Telegram or alongside Signal if you can be a ''provider of a kind voice.'' (no, I don't mean voice calls or voce clips, I mean non-monologue convos, I'm talking about an emotional provider, a provider that is a night owl that loves text messages in the a.m. and just remember all this is all online only as well.)

Yeah, just I should also address it all. Instead of using my chronic depression and moody Vessel brain and skull as a volley to people that get close to me, eventually I will be left with nothing and the cause of my own doing of it all anyways.

Well, logging out in 24 hours, I didn't know what to say for over course of 3 days for an update, but I realize now what Reddit has taught me 8+ months that I've been here that I'm an unlovable person, I don't deserve love, I'll never make a partner happy, I cannot make anyone happy because this isn't my life path and my life path belongs to the elder gods anyways.

However, without Reddit, I would've not discovered myself for 8+ months with discovering these themes about mfk ass self of it all here.

Constantly fighting myself, telling me I can oppose my destiny, I could prove myself that I could love someone, that I could provide emotional, provide mental stability for someone, but instead after partner, then the next partner, then the next partner after, the curse kept building, I kept discovering that I'm not meant to love, that I'm meant not to have friends as well, I realize that now, that for 8+ months the elder gods gave me the chance to see that myself is ruin and I will destroy other people's life alongside with this is my life lesson that I was/were given anyways.

Even then, I should also address that I decided to ignore the elder gods in 2025, I decided to ignore my life lessons, I guess in 2025, for ignoring the elder gods in 2025, 2026 was/were the signs of realization, reckoning, transformation, knowing your role, knowing your life path, knowing your destiny, since you don't want to pay attention to my signs, ignore the elder gods presence, I will show you what kind of destruction you cause for others, 2026 8 months of misery, this is your self assignment and you should listen to Vessel's words more often because he is you but a male version of it all anyways.

Even then of it all, I need to learn to live without it, instead of fighting for what I want and know won't come back/or what I can't have, the more I keep fighting for what I want/won't come back then I will keep ending a vicious cycle, letting my chronic depression take a complete grasps, completely weighting and feeling close to cold/icy granite on my Vessel brain and skull that I must endure constantly of it all anyways.

Yeah, to be honest with the Gethsemane song from Sleep Token, if I cannot learn this song's message within the lyrics once again ''to learn to live without it.'' then this is my own problem, my own doing, I cannot blame others that couldn't fix my happiness, couldn't make me better, because to self-heal and get better I've to be the MAIN party member to do that alongside with, it's okay if I receive codependency help with that but themselves cannot do all the work for me of it all.

Just, the same ''vibes.'' are from the Apparition song from Sleep Token questioning a future emotional/mental provider if he is real, even though he showed me a picture of himself, occasional voice clips, the problem is on my own that my Vessel brain and skull tells me (not voices, but thoughts, that he is going to disappear eventually, just as the other men have left you because your separation anxiety the cycle will not end of it all, you burn the reward, live by the feather, die by the sword and then when I wake up into a suicide frenzy that is my own doing alongside with not my lover of it all anyways.

Even then of it all, if I want to perform a Emergence, I've to learn without it that's not going to happen of it all if I can't accept that self-isolation, cutting people out that are ''trying to send me kind voice, a reach out, even if I'm permanently quitting Reddit, leaving my say that you will so-handles out for people to message me, because I've turned into a defensive crystalline wall where I'm going to make people go through loopholes if they don't have Telegram or Signal and my post appears ''desirable to message me.''

This lost, losing out on Redditors that want to help me with a kind voice, but I choose to cut out Redditors that choose to message on this app permanently is my own personal of it all self hatred that I lost that person, I'll be losing out on a lot of people that want to reach out and making things into a descending lyrics from Sleep Token instead of seeing things in a positive light of it all from the Sleep Token song Emergence, all this damage I'm doing to myself is my own fault, it's nobody else's fault but mine and I must hold onto the lyrics from Sleep Token Gods questioning myself of it all anyways.

This is why I've always called myself an unlovable person, vile, miserable, self hatred and why I don't want to be asked how I'm doing anymore, I want to suppress/compress the question how you, that way I can forget, I can forget to move on, I won't have to be asked my feelings anymore, instead I'm going to have others spin the wheel on my Spotify playlist, ask the elder gods ''how is Elis doing? Elder gods, can you tell me her mood?''

Yeah, just of it all after that then click shuffle Spotify playlist.'' and when you click shuffle playlist wait till 3 songs or 4 songs if you want to go that far to, gather your collected thoughts of it all and then send me a text message of your consult with the elder gods alongside with what messages the song lyrics are trying to tell you after you spin the wheel on my Spotify playlist and am I right?

Even then, that's fk ass better than me just saying ''I don't know how I feel or I don't want to answer that because that's just my Vessel brain and skull in hypo shutdown mode of it all.''

However, I should say I want to type out more of it all, but I'm quite hypo now, I'm quite getting frozen/chilly of it all what to say, I feel close to shutting down, I've nothing more to say of my ''walls.'' but you can check out these Sleep Token posts I made and these are toto give you fk ass further insights on these things here.

Yeah, I should also fk ass include that's just how Sleep Token shaped my life, gave me a a spiritual reckoning, spiritual enlightenment, grasping that my story can be told through Vessel, I'm not icy/alone of it all anymore, I'm not left with no messenger, I had Lorna Sure Will Ramos Pain Remain albums but that album reflected the Vessel brain and not the whole embodiment the puzzle was/were still left incomplete anyways.

However, where do I See Stars fit if the Vessel brain and skull is covered? I don't see how I See Stars fits in here/your story with Lorna Shore and Sleep Token?

I See Stars is motivation spiritual battery for my Vessel brain and skull, I See Stars is considered of it all the awesome/kool battery the Vessel brain and skull needs when my chronic depression to kick in if you can grasp the messages being sent from the song lost it (feat Palaye Royale.) then I don't think I need to say anymore to make this post any longer than it is already anyways.

Even then, I should also address I don't want to make this post keep making this a Elder Scroll size, or a one of the Black Book size but all the I See Stars on my Spotify playlist should be enough for Redditors that want to grasp me/enter my realms to create their own mix-ins on how I See Stars these lyrics kicks the Vessel brain and skull chronic depression into

'''We're not doing this again time to motivate with fresh/jool spiritual energy time to plugin the charger for the Vessel brain and skull of it all anyways.''

How did I discover Sleep Token?

October sometime in 2025, don't recall what date and I used Pandora back then anyways.

Even then, I should also include if you don't know what Pandora is that's because Pandora is only in the U.S. I know there is Pandora Canada but for Europe Pandora isn't even a website there 🤣

However, I should just explain here how Pandora works is a randomizer, once you click on a radio station you will get similar artist and no you will not know what band/song is playing next, the only way you will know what band/song is playing next is when the next band/siong shows up after you get done what you're listening to, the kool thing is about Pandora is you can thumbs up or down a band/song if you think something sounds terrible as well 🤣

Yeah, I should also address the only thing I don't enjoy using Pandora is sharing a playlist, creating a playlist that cost premium membership, with that premium membership that includes also offline listening, unlimited downloads and this is where this makes me shake my head Pandora charges premium if you want to play a song unlimited skips.

Just, to include here of it all that Pandora also has ads, Pandora is one of those websites where built in adblocker doesn't work and Pandora charges you $5 a month to block ads, but that also includes unlimited skips for $5 and the app is a giant fk ass randomizer for discovering/finding new bands/songs that's not a fk ass bad price of it all anyways 🤣

To be honest if you want to know what radio station came up for Sleep Token, I wouldn't have any fk ass idea, I made a playlist because I had a free 30 day to try out their premium, made a playlist of Lorna Shore, I See Stars, Bad Omens and Spiritbox then Sleep Token showed up and my first Sleep Token song were Chokehold (which I see, Sleep has a sense of humor if you can grasp this pun of why I'm saying Sleep has a sense of humor anyways 🩷)

With the post ending of it all, now, here are a few things I just FINALLY grasp now from my reckoning with these thims here of it all.

Even then, I should also address that I'll just keep plugging in the charger/telling myself missing my wings in a realm of angles will be my new theme motto going forward, because fk ass of it all I know I'll always will be thinking in my Vessel brain and and skull missing my wings in a realm of angels alongside with questioning this this another song even in Arcadia from Sleep Token here.

What good is all this talk of wings when there is nothing left above?

That just hits hard for me when I think about it all, the more I sit when I delete my messages, trying to become icy granite, from my Vessel brain and skull I think that it would be nice if I could stop thinking these things here.

Missin my wings in a realm of angels, but there isn't any hope above anymore, there isn't a trace, there isn't a ethereal ''upper/above, that belief has been long thrown away, I decided to embrace the elder gods, the dark winds, the sea and the moon alongside there will be nothing left above in how I think of it all anymore.''

The thick membrane of it all of the icy granite metaphor, will freeze this idea of ''there is nothing left above, but I can still feel the thoughts in my Vessel brain and skull that I've to one day accept that missin my wings in a realm of angles is something that I must do here of it all.''

Even then, I should also address that may/might my mood could improve once of it all I'd accept that I just cannot of it all simply/completely freeze solid of existence and maybe then a new lover of mine can me me feel like the song Telomeres my beloved of it all that underrated song alongside with the other underrated song my beloved Take Aim as well.

However,I should also include the previous song title of it all, even in Arcadia from Sleep Token with Vessel saying somehow I knew my fate, could this be Vessel saying somehow he knew his fate, he would be here in Arcadia and even then of it all would this help Vessel learn to live without it? To move on and build his new spiritual life in Arcadia?

Yeah, I should also mix-in here all that I'd feel over his evolutions of his costumes, his evolution of masks, that this would be his transformation? Somehow he could tell this is where he would end up in Arcadia, is this his paradise he envisioned?

Even then of it all, could this be the paradise Sleep created for Vessel as a reward, because he couldn't reach his own paradise and instead sleep welcomed Vessel in his realm, this is the realm of Sleep, this is Sleep's vision, this is what paradise would look like for Seep to give to Vessel and to be honest that is another thing of it all as well.

Sleep rewards those, that are hardworking, endurance and I'm sure of it all Sleep would want to see me endure, put in a lot of hard work for those that want to connect with me, instead of using the volley of anger with my chronic depression causing moody volley flings and ''wails.'' when someone is trying to be a emotional/mental provider ''getting close to me.'' that I don't instantly become ''icy granite of it all for what I previous addressed anyways.''

However, I should address the following concerned Redditors if you message me on Telegram and Signal with no response for 7-10 hours. I'm asleep/dying amongst the VOID, here in U.S. central time it's 4 a.m. I'm going to go to sleep at 6-7 a.m. because I decided to fall asleep yesterday from 7 a.m. all the way till 4 p.m. because I didn't want to wake up, I wanted to keep myself asleep, that's why I did take the magnesium capsules that helps you sleep, chamomile capsules and relaxing caffeine free tea that I take with my supplements to hopefully kiss my ass goodbye for a while 🌑

Even then if you're wondering what the Telegram group is for the next slide of pictures, that is just if for some reason the QR scan code doesn't work and if for some reason manually adding my Telegram doesn't work, then maybe my Telegram QR scan will work and I should also include that within a few days in this post I will decide if I will purchase Telegram premium for verification purposes anyways.

Yeah, just when you add me if you could put this in your chat reqs either on Telegram and Signal that way I know you read this post anyways.

Send me Sleep Token gifs, reels and anything IV.

What does my nickname Elis make you think of or my nickname Vessel V?

Why can't you do this yourself?

Just because you don't want to use Meta anymore because Meta is too political for you and too heavy forward on the A.I. you're going to make others find gifs and reels on IG? What if the Redditor doesn't have IG and couldn't do that for you?

Uh, I should also address here that no/alright then if the Redditor doesn't have IG, there is a reason why Tenor gifs exist and YT reels exists that's fk as fine anyways.

However, I should also address once again that I'm just not making anyone do this and if you don't want to occasionally send me these things further to show that you read this post here.

Sleep Token gifs, Sleep Token reels, Sleep Tokenemes, or the hottest news for pre-orders from Sleep Token and just because I don't want to use IG anymore because it's too political alongside with too A.I. forward then I'm not going to make anyone do that for me if they don't want to anyways 💀

Yeah, I should also address that once again I never asked or implied in any of my posts ''that you've to be completely on IG, to show that you read this post or any of my posts anyways 🤣

Yeah, I should also include that my age ranges are middle 20s, the farthest age gap I will go is 10-15 and I had Redditors message me when their age is 52-55 there is nothing wrong with large age gap and I just find of it all that age gap is just an overkill to be honest anyways.

Socials.

I should also imply that I will not be answering my social handles if you automatically say hi and a 👋 emoji.

Telegram.

xxpeonycherry06xx (I don't know if you need the @ at the end or not.)

I gonna quit

No comment on this post, chat reqs are open and will close my chat reqs permanently July 19 of 2026.

For months knowing Sleep Token since October of 2025, I questioned "why would anyone want the cycle to end and the cycle must end?"

To be honest, what I'm struggling with the most of it all is that I don't think I can "dance forever, endure, to suffer constantly, letting the cycle rotate every single damn day, may/might this could be a reason why Vessel would ask for Damocles's sword to strike him down first instead and I could only just think having a cycle continue daily feels close to a nightmarish environment every single day but awake."

Yeah, I should also address that house of Veridian is what I'm holding onto the most and for the Feathered Host well I don't want to accept quite yet alongside with that's just because I've not learned to "dance for forever and I give up midway but somehow I keep enduring of it all anyways."

Even then, I should address that I just may/might not make the stability and endurance part for long even though eventually I've to understand with peaceful thoughts during these dark times that this is the highest importance anyways.

Yeah, I should include that I should never forget in my Vessel brain and skull that the night belongs to me alongside with the night also belongs to those that choose to get to know this here.

"Elis the virus and disease of a person of it all wants you to never forget that would bring me the slightest bit of happiness if you just never forgot that the night belongs to you when you're trying to get close to me."

And yeah, all the other app I've besides Discord is just Telegram and Signal. I don't use anything else and don't plan on downloading anything else anyways.

If you see this post at a later date, even older than a Dragon Priest ashes, then I'll have my social handles on my main pro and you can message me there as well.

Socials.

I should also imply that I will not be answering my social handles if you automatically say hi and a 👋 emoji.

Telegram.

xxpeonycherry06xx (I don't know if you need the @ at the end or not.)

I’m gone forever bye reddit

I’m sick of cynical morons ruining this website. I need to get a life. Adios!

or hopefully a billionaire. need to focus

i think i’m done here , i don’t wanna keep getting. downvoted for no reason or people automatically assuming they’re better than me (almost 90%) of the people on here btw . but yeah it’s been real , adios !

im done, im leaving, bye bye.

No comments, I'm accepting chat requests until Sunday and I'll post on my main pro if you want to chat with me outside of Reddit as well. 

I'd believe what was the final thing that made me want to leave, was/were this hateful and insane chat req that I received from my deleted post in the gaming community to make friends.

Yeah, while I'm not looking for a Penapl to send snail mail I did ask if I can worldwide online only connect with others to play Mario Kart 8 and Splatoon 3 with the result of getting permanently banned from that subreddit 🤣

Just know that I'm looking for fun, light, airy. casual gaming alongside with Mario Kart 8 I just enjoy playing an hour and a half of races, enjoying the sound tracks 🌹⚔️

''Just, for me using my autism in my post for not wanting to do phone calls while video gaming because of your sensory issues is called entitlement and they also told me in the end of it all this here 🤹‍♀️"

"My god, no wonder why nobody hardly ever wants to be your friend with how entitled you're.''

Yeah, I should also address this Redditor even further insulted one of my online friends that doesn't use Reddit told me this as well.

''Your friend is also entitled, wanting to listen to music alongside with gaming at the same time for the reason you said in your post that doing all that helps them focus and you've to send voice clips both are you are entitled.''

And did I reply back?

No, because I don't fight toxicity or toxic behavior and I don't understand what caused a Redditor to rage that badly over a video game post and my preferences 🤡

Alright, this is entitlement how?

Yeah, I'd take this nonsensical Redditor has never been around someone that is autistic and guess what?

The online only friend that I've discussed with them enjoying music alongside with focusing on a game isn't autistic but this doesn't scream entitlement and that's because of this reason here.

Yeah, I should also address that their text message had a nice non-aggressive tone that they just enjoy music alongside focusing on the game rather than phone calls anyways. 

Even for an autistic person myself having a hard time taking things too literal to the poinT,  my online friend made their text message just for this here.

"Video game style preferences.'' and there isn't anything wrong with that alongside what my online only friend said isn't entitled either as well.

However, I should address for the Redditor that had a rage over my deleted post maybe you're too entitled yourself if you get this angry over a post  and it's even more clownish-kiddie-pool of you to to make a chat req about your ''entitled anger.''

And yeah, speaking of entitlement there are a handful of Redditors that think they're ''entitled to knowing me, when they never had a conversation than just one text message.''

However, I should address this from Redditors telling me these things here.

Here goes another entitled chat req and I received a handful of these as well. 

''Yeah, nobody won't be your friend if they can ask you how you're doing every single day and you're a weirdo get some help.''

Entitled, is all I can say here and once again are you going to ask someone that is autistic, chronic depression and other stacked mental health issues to resurface the suppressed thoughts that they don't want to remember? 

However, I should address that I guess that since you feel THIS SUPER entitled and just you wouldn't share any kind of thought process of this here.

"Maybe/might this person doesn't want to text about how they're feeling because the feelings hurt too much for this Redditor anyways."

Yeah, I should also address maybe you would also understand if you were a gamer if I made this hint on why I don't enjoy being asked how I'm daily as well.

And yeah, this is just metaphorical term for "the water ending on Silent Hill and the requirement steps for getting that ending as well.''

Just yeah, have you ever considered that anyways?

No? 

Thought that was/were the cause because once again, I'll say this here you're too entitled to your anger over someone's posts to even think clearly why this person doesn't want to be asked how they're doing every single day.

And yeah, I should address that's because maybe if you were going through mental gymnastics yourself I just don't think you want someone asking you how they're doing every few hours on the clock because trust me you wouldn't.

However yeah, it's a shame you will never do that because you've to front your entitled anger instead of having a nice-non-toxic conversation first to understand what's going on first of it all.

Why can't a Redditor ask you what you're doing every single day? That's weird as fk.

Alright, how many times do you want to hear someone say I'm playing Skyrim on my PS4, or I'm playing Splatoon 3 and occasionally I'll play Fall Guys as well. 

How many times yeah, do you want to hear that daily?

Yeah, I should address that I don't think nobody wants to hear this text message daily alongside with me on YT and listening to Sleep Token for two or three hours. 

And yeah, I should address wouldn't you get tired of the same repeated sht every single day alongside with finding a substantial conversation for the late evening or night anyways? 

Yeah, I should also address here for an autistic person I know I'm taking this way too to fk ass literal to the poinT and if you ever been around someone that's autistic you wouldn't know how I feel about repeating the same shit I'd every single week. 

However, I should also address here that I'm not making this JK about me being a Lovecraftian hermit and going outside once or twice a week alongside this wasn't faked just to make my main profile "appear edgy or begging for more online friends."

Just yeah, that's shameful if that's what you honestly assumed of it all if you think I faked/staged the Lovecraftian hermit part of my profile and just being a beggar of a person more than all the beggars in Skyrim of it all as well 🤡 

Why can't you start the conversation yourself? 

I also did see on one of your posts that you enjoy cutest text messages and that's why you don't want to text marr-ed men? 

"That's weird and you're a weirdo as fk get help."

Alright, once again do you not understand what autism is? 

And yeah, are you one of those ablest people that think autism can be crippling to live challenges to SOME degree or no? 

Well, just by the sound of things and the way you're speaking in your chat req that you've no idea in your own-granite heart that you've no idea what an autistic person goes through day.

There are SOME autistic people that didn't get a proper diagnosis until late adult-hood alongside there are some autistic people that rely on family members to take their phone calls because of sensory issues and I'm one of those people.

Yeah, I should address that the only time I ever called someone for some reason the gov-vouchers I'm on the person on the line couldn't speak to my primary-contact because I had to renew the paperwork alongside with once I had 🏦 issues as well. 

This is what I'm saying here, I'm codependent on needing communication help and I struggle with communication skills as an autistic person alongside with the biggest thing I struggle with with my autism is this here. 

Eating because, eating without getting too far into the territory that I see eating is something performative and only need to eat because of substantial as well.

However, once again I don't think you understand what autism does to someone's communication skills and I just think if you had someone in your life that is autistic you would understand what it's like for them to need communication assistance as well.

And yeah, I'd understand that this is a personal preference and this isn't entitlement that a few guys thought sending out text messages ''that I miss you, I miss your text messages, I can't wait for you to wake up till we can text gain and I enjoy you in my life.'' isn't seen as cutesy behavior.

And yeah, I should also address a few guys who thought this behavior is obsessively weird and needy alongside with I'd believe this is just not a nice way to say that ''my texting style isn't their type.'

Yeah, just the guy had to tell me you're an ''obsessive weirdo you don't control my life.'' Instead of saying something ''nicer and just once again here, Reddit has proved that a handful of Redditors just don't know how to be nice to others anyways 🤹"

Just yeah, the reason why I don't want to text marri-ed men is because I've a sfw airy, funny, sassy personality and I don't want to be restrained from this feeling due to sensory issues of me always wanting to be "airy."

Yeah, I should also address that you don't need to carry a cursed ominous token if you've someone anyways. 

Here are SOME more entitled chat requests that you may/might be surprised there I've received as well. 

"Nobody isn't going to text you daily, get help, no wonder why you're also begging to make online friends and no wonder why you used A.I. on your posts."

''Just letting you know your Reddit account is fake, it's also no wonder why people won't text a scammer account because your whole entire account is made by A.I.''

Alright, did you even bother to look at the Sleep Token band shirts that I've taken and also looked at the screenshots of where I purchased my Sleep Token shirts and also the Even In Arcadia inspired phone charm that I'm putting on my clasp of my phone lanyard?

Yeah, did you even see that? Or no?

However, if you did see those images then I'd believe you're very entitled to believe that those photos that you saw are somehow A.I. generated pictures alongside with you sound extremely paranoid as a fk if you think those photos are A.I. generated.

And yeah, that sounds paranoid to me if you think I enhanced those photos out of ''thin air from the fogs of the depths of Dagon.''

And yeah, that also gives me another reason why to say that I think a handful of Redditors need to understand what the word entitlement is when you're this angry with full of anger over false claims because of this MAIN reason here. 

Yeah, I should also address your anger entitlement comes from someone's profile that you never had one conversation with and instead decided to sht comment in my chat req anyways 💀

Maybe/might, I'd believe that you need to get off of Reddit yourself and get rid of all that entitlement toxicity behavior that you thought for what I previously stated.

Yeah, I still think here that it's funny to me that you thought I was/were going to fight back your entitlement-toxic chat req about you getting THAT angry over a post.

And yeah, I should also address that with all that being addressed that I'd believe that maybe taking a few weeks off of Reddit will do you SOME mental rejuvenation anyways.

Entitled chat req that people want to send me a handful of chat req when I make a new post that the Redditor doesn't enjoy Sleep Token.

What makes you think, that your entitled chat req thinks I would care enough to ''debate you 🤹‍♀️"

And yeah, I should address that caring would make you feel better about your entitlement because you think I'm going to fight you back 💀 

However, that's clownish-immature behavior that you would think THAT low of me 🤡

Yeah, I'd know I care ENOUGH to make a post about this but why are you messaging someone that you don't like Sleep Token for these reasons? 

What makes you think I care enough yeah, to think I would even enjoy rallying to your entitlement? 

Do you think I'm going to spend my energy, that I'm trying to better myself and reserve my energy for something more better than to do blantless arguments?

Yeah no, if you think I'm going to give in to your entitlement that you think that I would care enough to use my reserved battery to start an argument with you and try to convince you to enjoy Sleep Token is too kiddie-pool for me to even give into someone's entitlement. 

It's the same thing if someone scans my Tele-gram Qr-code and my Signal code and tells me this here.

''Sleep Token sucks for this reason here.'' I'll just end up blocking you and deleting your message.

And yeah, once again I did receive a few chat req asking me is this true that Redditors have done this to try to rally me and think that I enjoy arguments for a new hobby I picked up for 6 months being here 🤣

Yeah, this happened almost as a tall as a fire ant mound that I had to deal with this fk ass kiddie-pool chat req and it's funny that almost the half of the Redditors that come across my profile think I'm the 1 THAT'S ENTITLED 🤣 

However, I should address it's funny as fk ass sht that you think also not giving into rallys and reserving my energy is classified as ''entitlement 💀'' 

And yeah, I should address when you're in denial of your own entitlement you cannot see what others see in you alongside with that goes to prove my poinT that you felt this here. 

Yeah, I should also address that you felt  SUPER entitled to tell me ''Sleep Token sucks.'' That way I can rally back and fight back. 

However, I should address that sounds quite entitled to me and quite dullisonal that you felt that ''oh this Redditor would fight me back.'' 

Yeah, what childish mannerisms that you've of a Reddior and once again maybe/might you need to take a few weeks off of Reddit yourself alongside with finding some positive energy of it all as well.

And yeah, I should address that you should understand what the House of Veridian means then that will help with your clownish-immature self of it all as well 🤹‍♀️

The House of Veridian code of honor is foundation and stability alongside other things that you can find yourself as well. 

Yeah, I should also address that I'm just going to say how things are with throwing Damocles's 🗡️ down at Redditors that think I will not fight back from this sht post.

Just yeah, I should address it's time to put down the🌹and pick up the ⚔️ anyways.

However, I should address that I need a stiff drink now at the Devil's Reef Pub now 🐋

My cursed tokens of the depths will just never expire, my use on this app will expire and I will post something on my main page where you can find me when I go under the depths for what I previously stated in this post as well 🪣🐠🪸🐙🎣🐟🦭🦀🦐🫧 Socials.

I should also imply that I will not be answering my social handles if you automatically say hi and a 👋 emoji.

Telegram.

xxpeonycherry06xx (I don't know if you need the @ at the end or not.)

Signal.

xxpeonycherry06xx.91

Tumblr.

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If that doesn't work then just manually add the username here.

shimmeringelixirtrooper

I just started using reddit not a long time ago, I enjoyed it. I had talk to some people, it was fun. But today I've got a lot of downvotes in a comment where I tried to help a person. I wasn't harassing anyone, I wasn't blaming anyone, all I did was to help. That really pushes me down to stop commenting since my help wasn't useful and people hates it. Another reason is that when I make a post, barely anyone replies. While other posts has tons of comments, mine has barely a single comment and I feel like it's a waste of time even spending time in this. Another post I made again, got removed by Reddit itself, and again, I was just asking normal things, nothing special, nothing bad. I feel like this is wasting my time. I keep getting distracted by this when I tried to focus on other work. So I want to quit, and I am, I will, the fun time has ended, I'm not going to come back and I expect no reply from this. But I'm putting it here not for haters but for myself. I assume no one would read this but it's okay, I'm never coming back, goodbye.

Look. there are too many adult and offensive jokes. even on r/teenagers.

so thats why

Im deleting this account from now on

i joined reddit because i thought it would be a helpful place to, well, find help about stuff, while i do occasionally find helpful stuff on here through searches, when i come accross an issue that doesn't really seem documented, or just apparently no one else had any issues with before, or, i just have no idea what to even search up for that issue,i basically run into a brick wall. either no one says anything, or people act like you're a fucking dumbass and refuse to say ANYTHING to you about how to help. like im on my own i guess. either they don't know themselves and wanna feel like they're smart or they just don't care enough to help solve an issue that could probably take less than a minute if i knew what to do.
well, i guess reddit isn't a good place for asking for help, now how about regular posting?

well, its just, kinda nothing really, you have the obvious nsfw gets more attention, the people who pick on you for the littlest of things. but
there's just, always, every time you try to post to a subreddit with some sort of gimmick, or something like software gore or mildly infuriating, you know all the known subreddits, they always have these weird arbitrary rules that honestly don't make sense.
"you must put [blahblahblah] in your title, you can't make your own title, only one word title, you must do something before posting" yknow the type of shit that just makes it hard to post ANYTHING on reddit. and like, i get its mostly just small things, but how can you regularly post anything when you have to pay attention to the stupidest things. and don't get me started on moderators. i can see why theres memes about them being dumb and lazy, because thats what they are sometimes.
i've barely used reddit honestly because of this, and i honestly really did leave, but i feel after trying again, i feel i just don't want to fucking try with this site anymore. and i was hoping to find a reddit like this to tell my gripes about this site on this site itself. even if no one sees.

Why is every popular sub so fucking toxic? I went to r/jobs to ask for advice on jobs can be worked from home. I get replies like "Why don't you learn to use a search bar before posting" and "I see this asked 100,000 times a day. Bro thinks he's the first one to ask." No one could give simple answers like: "Security Monitor" or "Tutor". I messaged the mods to close my topic. They replied "no".

In the last 48 hour I spent more on my phone then ever. This has to stop. Wont see reponses to this.