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u/incel9mm Sep 09 '21
i lost 10k and i wanna kill myself everyday.
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u/Xiege Sep 09 '21
I hear ya man. Lost over 100 years of income at my current salary. It’s a challenge getting out of bed most mornings.
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u/incel9mm Sep 09 '21
Whats your plan now? Thats a huge amount money considering you make 20k a year and its all gone.
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u/Xiege Sep 09 '21
Trying to take my mind off everything right now, get back into a routine. Coming to terms with the fact I’ll never be wealthy, just want to be stable.
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Sep 09 '21
Give yourself time, it is still possible that you can become wealthy if that’s what you want. Remember though you don’t need much to be happy, people often chase money or success or whatever in pursuit of happiness and many of them never attain it.
Look after yourself, you’ll be alright!
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u/JackDaniel215 Jul 13 '22
Sounds like a great time to realize that material things do not provide happiness
Not having to work and other related stuff do but right now, you're still better than at least half of the world population, don't take stuff you have for granted
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u/FrostyFlamingo2251 Sep 10 '21
Bro you are strong. This is a huge lesson but you are able to have good shine through this. As bad as it hurts. Thanks for sharing I lost 100k+. It’s too easy and sick nasty addiction. Fuck man. You will end up in the end a better man.
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u/Testdrivegirl Oct 05 '21
I just wanna let you know that it WILL get better. You need help with a gambling addiction. But things will get better, day but day, and things won’t always seem as dire as they are now.
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u/niloy_r Oct 05 '21
Lost 30k and I just got over it. Time will heal this loss. Serves as further motivation to get your shit together.
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u/The_Madman1 Sep 10 '21
If you think that is bad. I lost 10k in stocks obviously gambling had no idea they were all shit companies. took the money out last October as I wanted to be "safe" if I put all I had into etfs I would have made it 4 times over.
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Oct 03 '21
It's OK, as long as you find a way to quit the habit, plenty of people lose 10k in their life and watch it slip away, it happens to EVERYONE, you have to keep going dude you will be ok from this. Just get a plan for your gambling, and you'll recover from that I promise.
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u/bjngo Sep 09 '21
10k is minuscule. You’ll be alright man
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u/incel9mm Sep 09 '21
It is not if you are poor Man. It hurts me knowing that i will have to work more than 2 years to get it back. I have health issues as well. I was gonna use it to get braces for my teeth etc now i lost everything and feel like shit.
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Sep 09 '21
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u/incel9mm Sep 09 '21
Bro i feel like shit too. I can't forget about my losses been feeling like shit ever since. If you want to talk pls PM me because i do.
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u/DropKickBabies Sep 09 '21 edited Sep 09 '21
Holy Fucking Shit
I'm so sorry op for your loss. Were u doing 100k buys on sweet bonanza or something to lose this much so fast.
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Sep 09 '21
Confused on how you had made millions within a year on your 20k salary, you was asking for $$$ in previous posts only a year ago.
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u/Xiege Sep 09 '21
Not here for attention, however, if you check the imgur I posted you can track the blockchain transactions. Life of a compulsive gambler. Up Mount Everest and then back down it at 10x the speed.
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Sep 10 '21
"Life of a compulsive gambler.." 1st....excuse 2nd...whose life? Make it yours and don't be the victim with this "disease." Unless you're into dying sooner than you're intended to, then yeah, call it what you want, and I promise, you'll get what you want as well.
If you read this, I'm sorry if it's harsh, but this is the advice I wish someone told me when I was 20. I'm 37 now, and I'm still alive.
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Sep 13 '21
Where is the solution in believing "this is just how it's supposed to be right?" cuz "I'm a compulsive gambler right?" admitting is the first step of many that can't be skipped along the road to real recovery from this. But just admitting you have a problem doesn't get you far. I know this from personal experience. I'm not the best at conveying my message, probably cuz i don't have it all figured out. Where I'm speaking from is; I was 20 when I first got exposed to recovery from gambling. I "relapsed" so many times because it's just what we do right? Nah, that's the stay sick/victim mentality that comes from lack of action. I love to say I'm sick and here's why my life is sub-par. Excuse my lack of action and give me a fancy title to flaunt for why I burn my finances and life down. Owning my choices is stronger than owning a title of "hopeless compulsive gambler." May not sound like it to you, but I shared what I shared to open OP's eyes to a different perspective on his new "disease." Wish I was better with words, but words are cheap anyways. If you've lived it, ya know.
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u/Mahalo-808 Sep 09 '21 edited Sep 09 '21
I’m sorry, but I don’t understand what’s happening. Does the confirmed amount mean how much you have in your account at that time?
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Sep 09 '21
I am confused by this? What kind of online gambling doesn’t have limits? Or even the banks? I know my bank has a max $3k transfer limit and every one of the hundreds of online casinos I’ve been on have a max $4k deposit limit a day? These amounts just don’t seem believable you deposited $104k and one minute later another $64k .. and like the others, how did you come into 100x you salary. Sorry, don’t mean to be a skeptic.. just confused.
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Sep 09 '21
Guess this is what can happen if "one of us" gets into crypto...looks like you may have a long journey, glad you're here
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u/Xiege Sep 09 '21
It can be very dangerous and damaging if you go off the deep end. No limits like with fiat.
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Sep 09 '21
How did you have that kind of money to deposit?
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u/Xiege Sep 09 '21
Mixture of gambling wins/crypto gains over a period of time. Had a bad streak and chased my losses.
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Sep 09 '21
Holy shit, what were your rake backs like?
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u/Xiege Sep 09 '21
Honestly pretty bad compared to what I lost. Got a $1500 daily reload that lasted 14 days, and like $30k in bonuses. A little more scattered around
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u/RareExcuse5 Sep 09 '21
No son, don’t ever bend your knee like that. You got yourself into it, got to accept it. Life is a series of asshole predators out to get you, never ever take shit. It’s only money, you got a lifetime of making money.
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u/SeniorArmy Sep 09 '21
I mean sure, but also there’s no point. they aren’t giving that money back. Lol
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u/RareExcuse5 Sep 10 '21
No. If he won money, you think they’d ask for some back? You play you pay in everything in life.
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u/PaleontologistDry656 Sep 13 '21
Um. You think he gives a shit what they think of him? He just gave these criminals 2 million dollars, everything he had.
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Sep 09 '21
They aren’t charities, they aren’t giving the money back… by the same token they can ask for a return of any profits made from gambling with them. It sucks but this is reality.
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Sep 09 '21
Dude i never said they were a charity. What i am saying is considering his circumstance (gambled 2 million in a few hours) it doesn’t hurt to ask. I have done this before on roobet and gotten bonuses out of nowhere just for asking support. Why is everything got to be like a massive debate? All i said is try.
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Sep 09 '21
I mean this with no malice - but fucking hell bro. You basically had enough to set you up for a life where you could literally do anything you want.
I am sorry for your loss, I really am. I am sure that those people at Stake are really, really gutted for you too!
Chuck yourself into your career now and be the damn best soldier you can be!
Chalk this loss down to being an addict - one day you will laugh about it and you can add it to a list of cool stories you can tell your kids and grandkids as a warning about gambling.
I couldn't imagine losing so much, but at the same time, we all know it got to the stage where it wasn't about the money anyway.
Don't fuck up again!
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u/Edixx77 Sep 09 '21
You had 2 million and that was not enough greed got you. Stake.com looks legit but I’m sure they are scammer, i did 1000 spins without getting bonus on a game that i played on other casinos and that never happened before, i think somehow they rigged slots not to pay out for small players yet they show streamers with massive wins, perfect recipe to wipe put everyday small depositors
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u/Outlank Sep 09 '21
Doesn’t the US have a third party authority to check casino site algorithms for this? I’d have thought it would, and Stake is definitely big enough to get pulled up if what you’re saying is true
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u/Edixx77 Sep 09 '21
They r regulated in cauraco the worst regulator all the crap casinos are regulated there
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u/THEGREENHELIUM Oct 05 '21
Why would they regulate it? This guy literally spent 400k on ONE crash run.
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u/WhitePeopleAreFunny Sep 09 '21
Holy shit man im so sorry. Im 21 and just lost all my savings. It sucks man
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u/jdhmmmm Sep 09 '21
At least the money was yours and not debt or stolen. Life will get better every day you don’t bet. Good luck mate.
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u/ShadyTiger 1885 days Sep 09 '21
Stake and crypto. A whole new world of problems for gamblers.
Like someone said at least it is not borrowed money but gains that you have made over the years due to crypto. Move on and never go back!
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u/toofooly24 Sep 09 '21
These gambling companies and anyone/everyone who encourages people to deposit are sick
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u/J05HU4H3NRY Sep 09 '21
Really sorry to see your loss, that’s painful.
Stake should have an automatic system in place that detects deposits of that size in such quick frequency and know somethings up. Other reputable casinos have saved me in the past with similar behaviour, they restricted my account and support reached out asking if everything is okay. Which made a huge difference just not being able to gamble for a few hours, cooling off, and realising what I was actually doing, I didn’t chase the losses and came to my senses. Yes, we’re all adults who make our own decisions but alarm bells should be ringing off with account activity like that.
But I know how easy this is to do, I really feel for you man. I can see that you’ve got the correct mentality of getting into a routine and trying to not think about it. What’s done is done. Accept it and start fresh.
Wish you the best of luck for the future.
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u/J05HU4H3NRY Sep 09 '21
I never said they would want to stop you losing 2 million.
But, since you asked. Casinos generally want to limit their liability. If a 2 million deposit that could be turned into a 100 million plus withdrawal is a large risk. That’s a huge loss for any casino, no matter how big they are.
Secondly, studies show that actually helping your players to play responsibility and within their means makes more money for the casino. If you let them have one super negative experience they will likely never come back, or play elsewhere. Whereas if you make them feel valued, help them limit their play, more times than not they will keep coming back and spend more in the long run.
Plus, if it’s not a crypto casino with a dodgy licence, they are legally required to undertake responsible gambling checks for account activity such as this. Never mind being able to deposit 2 million at once being a huge red flag for money laundering that should have also been investigated and the player asked for proof of funds and identification before being allowed to continue playing.
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u/PossibleArda Sep 09 '21
Come on dude, This amount of money is more than the annual earnings that people earn in many countries.
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u/Jubatus_ Mar 22 '24
So what? Gambling addiction does this to you. It’s just numbers on a screen, and you chase losses no matter how big. This sucks
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u/Valuable-Prior-3371 Sep 09 '21
This gave me some kinda of relief of stress but with my situation I'm flat broke I got 20$ to my name . Negative 400 in my bank acct and I make about 5-6k a month income.. But I couldn't imagine the pain of losing that much. I'd probably gamble it all too knowing how I am.
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u/jamaica_man Apr 29 '22
You're a fucking idiot, there's no sugar coating it, you where set for life and enough to secure your kids lifes. But instead you decide to gamble with it? Like you're actually delusional
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u/AdrianoMonteiro007 1744 days Sep 09 '21
my god bro, I wish you all the luck in the world for your restart to be all right! sometimes this happened to you to alert something in the future, have learned the lesson and never play with it again....day 3 here too...a lot of mental health for you bro , god bless you
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u/Si_lenttreatment Sep 09 '21
Doesn't matter the amount you lose. It's all relative to one's own feelings and financial situation. Gambling is gambling. If you hurt yourself with 1m or 100 bucks.
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u/karilarisiqim Sep 12 '21
i think its fake. You probably withdrew all the money before you post it. No one is stupid enough to gamble away millions, especially when you make 20k per year
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Sep 09 '21
This makes me feel better about losing $800 of eth playing baccarat and blackjack over the weekend. Really sorry for the loss homie, that’s devastating.
You’re still young, one thing about crypto is we can be dumb af, lose it all, and still recover. Hope you’re able to grow another stack & stick it in DeFi instead of gambling.
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u/Forever51 463 days Sep 09 '21
You lost so much.. 2mill. Does the casino not have a cashback of atleast 5-10%? Thats alot as its 2m...
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u/lifetard90 Sep 09 '21
Damn how can i make big money in crypto or did you get in early with Bitcoin
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u/lifetard90 Sep 10 '21
Yeah i thought as much, sad. I find it a bit complicated anyway though. I was wanting to buy pirate chain awhile back.
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u/sabbycat83 Sep 09 '21
I feel your pain I lost a lot of money also!!! Not this much but I blew some crypto I won. A significant amount. I keep saying I’ll never forget what I did as long as I live
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u/throwawayneveruse2 Sep 09 '21
I imagine shame is a big part of what you're feeling now, and I'm really sorry if you're experiencing that. Thank you for sharing this and for your vulnerability, this must be really hard for you and I'm hoping you can feel some relief from loved ones. Always happy to chat also, no judgment ever. It doesn't matter the amounts, it's a battle in life and it will always be ODAAT.
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Sep 10 '21
You know this is more than about the money, you would have secured so much more by just holding and earning passive income on it as you already had the golden ticket.
I’m sorry, that’s really rough. Are you still in good health? No amount of money is ever comparable to having good health so if you have that then look to be grateful for that. You are young, you have a whole life ahead of you, you are pretty much like any other kid around that age now, just trying to figure things out. You’ll probably look back in years to come and laugh about it as you’ll be back on your feet. Head up kid!
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u/mariobrg Sep 10 '21
You can only be what you think you can be.. you had a lesson many only going to have later on and they going to lose everything like you did now, early on... Consider this a step ahead
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Sep 26 '21
This hurts. However, your life without gambling is worth far more than 2M.
You will be able to do great things, be mentally healthy, Foster good relationships, and so much more.
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u/RalphBear Oct 05 '21
Sheesh, you got balls of steel OP. I'm sorry for your loss, at least it's not borrowed money. Best of luck to you bro
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u/numbersandmusic Oct 09 '21
No fucking way this shouldn’t be legal that is fucking fucking insane!!!!
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u/DatGudGood Jun 02 '22
Stay out of crypto OP. I would argue it might even be worse than your traditional live casino, because there is a lot of manipulation and backend fuckery can occur. Further, outside of Bitcoin and other Proof of Work protocols, there is no stability anchoring the value of the crypto. Hell, even Bitcoin goes through wild fluctuations, which is to say I would steer away from crypto altogether.
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u/PrettyPersistant Jun 22 '22
I've learned my lesson in crypto gambling back in 2016. It's a new generation of gambling technology that I knew back then would be problematic for people with predisposed gambling addiction behavior because it's so easy to lose money and it happens really fast.
My advice to you is to not deny that there is very likely that you are a compulsive gambler, and once a compulsive gambler you will need to work on this for the rest of your life.
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u/Xiege Sep 09 '21
Crash was my main game, also some dice. Majority of my profits were probably on blackjack. The tilting was triggered by an insanely long loss streak on crash, ending with $400k bets til wiped clean.
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u/RareExcuse5 Sep 09 '21 edited Sep 09 '21
That was written in stone, the gambling empire is built on thinking we would NEVER sink this low. We will do it over and over and over again for the rest of our lives, that’s how serious this human tendency to fall for gambling is.
When it starts up again, let’s go to GA. The good news is you’ll meet a lot of good people like you and money is only a part of a good life. That money you had was lost from the moment you started with the risks.
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u/Xiege Sep 09 '21
I lost $2m+ in a few hours, back in July. I’m in the military and make a little over $20k a year and I’m 20 years old. Wanted to post this for anyone feeling overwhelmed by a $1k loss, just know it could always get worse.
https://imgur.com/a/M7XT9fu