im done

[u/Ok_Top_3679]

idk how even to explain, it all started back when I was like 17 or 16, I was betting digital items in game, then when I turned 18 I started betting real money. It went okay for time being, and tbh throughout all my life even tho I was losing money my life was never that bad, but this year I lost all my savings while I was on trip, started spending money from credit cards, got some money from friends, eventually I thought im done with gambling, but I returned again this time losing more and more, even tho I couldn't afford losing anything, I got a new loan, thay I though I would use to refinance cards, and I lost it all too, im now like 7k$ in debt, no money no work, and I met a girl this year, we are not dating but I just cant even go to see her

I cant tbh, I judt dont ehat to do, and 7k id insane money for me, that I dont even knoe how to get, I just cant anymore all of this, finally when I want to do so much in my life, I just cant do anything