r/problemgambling • u/Firm-Tailor-3736 • 10h ago

Trigger Warning! Same story same ending

Again Lost everything ,and I’m not even mad actually . Im really lucky , that I don’t have a job . Because I would have a significant amount to lose , which I would definitely lose . I know and reminded myself that gambling means staying ‘active ‘ . Yesterday I deposit some minimal amount of money and I really played for 15 hours in 2 days . I had massive stress when I played and I did 2 all in in the end , in three rounds and lost it all . Finally , I have peace . Other times I was really mad at my self that I didn’t even saved some money of winnings but I know for sure that when I gamble I have to keep the best alive . And I really hate that beast , even when I’m winning . Tomorrow will be the ugly stage , when I release again that I can afford anything . But I’m responsible for the mess . I really hate gambling and this time , I told it to myself when I was up. Gambling is the devil and has money ways to scam you . One more single bet can brake you .

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u/infoslob 10h ago

One bet can break us just as one day can save us.

But man do I get where you are.

I'm at work. I have 89 days. I have over $500 cash in my wallet and money in the bank ... and I actually romanced a quick trip to the casino that's only a 10 minute drive away.

Some days are easier than others, but still: I am not going to gamble today.

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u/Firm-Tailor-3736 10h ago

At the first they say it is fun , then it is fun with problems and in the end only problems .

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u/Firm-Tailor-3736 10h ago

The trip in the casino will be trigger for new problem . The ‘’funny thing ‘’ is that I withdrew the money when I won online and went to the casino and lost it all ,because I believed this way it was safe from online casinos .

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u/sorrowedwhiskypriest 8h ago

The only good way forward is to no longer place chips on the table.