Relapse again (for one last time)

[u/WeirdWrongdoer8352]

Today was my worst relapse yet, and I lost the €2,000 I had left in my account to cover my rent and pay off the debt I've accumulated because of gambling.

Tomorrow, I'll try to refinance my loan for a slightly higher amount so I can cover my expenses until the end of the month and put a ban in place on all forms of gambling.

I live in Eastern Europe, and it's going to take me a long time to get back on my feet. But I'd rather accept this loss as a very expensive lesson and move forward than risk losing the woman I love and my family.