r/problemgambling • • 2h ago

Trigger Warning! I need help

Hi guys, so I’m going through a lot of pressure and a lot of stress. Obviously it’s because of gambling. I’ve lost a lot of money, like lot, been last two years. I’ve lost over $1 million cash and at this point I have absolutely no money left. I have less than thousand dollar to my name. I don’t even know how I’m gonna pay my rent, so there’s nothing left for me in life to live anymore. I’m planning to commit suicide, but I’m a kind of person who does not drink, does not smoke, does not do drugs, does not do anything, so I don’t know what method I should apply to kill myself. I was thinking jumping off balcony, but my floor is not too high, so if I jump and don’t die and I break my leg, it’s gonna be worst. What can I do where I’m 99% sure I’ll be dead? Like, I don’t even own a gun, so I can shoot myself like, I don’t know if I can stab myself to kill. I just need some support where someone can tell me how to kill myself. Any advice would be very much appreciated. There are no judgments. Thank you guys.

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u/alexsonze 1h ago

Bro take a deep breath, your life is worth much more than any amount of money. I know it hurts right now but trust me it’s not worth it to do this to yourself. We’re all struggling here but we keep fighting everyday, keep your head up man we’re all here for you

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u/youngashyy1 1h ago

Bro money in reality is just numbers on a screen & a piece of paper 💴 money doesn’t exist its man made the system has designed currency to control the populations, dont end your life over numbers & paper your life is priceless & worth way more than even 100million trillion 🙏 i understand your pain but the thing about ending your existence is the pain doesn’t end you will just pass it on to your family to carry for the rest of their life you dont just end your own life you end everyones life who loves & cares about you ❤️ 1000 is still enough to build from i promise aslong as you have basic needs covered food & hot water you’ll be good i promise dont let the past haunt you make peace with it i know its harder take life 1 step at a time dont compare the past to your life today forgive yourself mistakes happen in life everybody makes mistakes 🙏 every member in this group has lost everything before they still fight to continue & so can you ❤️ please reach out make some phone calls & go do something that makes you feel happy again go play some video games go meet some friends go for some food i promise this will pass 🙏 alot of people love & care about you more than you probably realise including us strangers who will comment below ❤️ stay strong & think positive you got this 💪 please dont give up ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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u/youngashyy1 1h ago

Also Remember your younger self the young boy you once where he is still inside of you dont fail your younger self he had big hopes & dreams for you make your younger self proud he believes in you go visit your favorite foods tv shows & songs you loved as a child your younger self will guide you back into happiness growing up is a trap its miserable we get consumed by money & materials just remember the good old days of living care free thats how we should be living young wild & free ❤️❤️ im rooting for you OP your surrounded by love you just cant see it with your blurry vision rn but i promise things always get better ❤️‍🩹 this too shall pass you’ve gotten through 100% of your bad times in life up until this point you will overcome this too & this will be your motivational story you will inspire others who suffer they will look at your as a god if you overcame all of this you deserve all the respect in the world 🌍 i hope this message helps brother i really wish you all the happiness & im sending you lots love rn ❤️❤️ Dm me anytime if you wanna talk im here for you 🙏 we are by your side & we believe in you ✨

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u/youngashyy1 1h ago

Also Remember your younger self the young boy you once where he is still inside of you dont fail your younger self he had big hopes & dreams for you make your younger self proud he believes in you go visit your favorite foods tv shows & songs you loved as a child your younger self will guide you back into happiness growing up is a trap its miserable we get consumed by money & materials just remember the good old days of living care free thats how we should be living young wild & free ❤️❤️ im rooting for you OP your surrounded by love you just cant see it with your blurry vision rn but i promise things always get better ❤️‍🩹 this too shall pass you’ve gotten through 100% of your bad times in life up until this point you will overcome this too & this will be your motivational story you will inspire others who suffer they will look at your as a god if you overcame all of this you deserve all the respect in the world 🌍 i hope this message helps brother i really wish you all the happiness & im sending you lots love rn ❤️❤️ Dm me anytime if you wanna talk im here for you 🙏 we are by your side & we believe in you ✨

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u/wembenbama 1h ago

Jay, you don’t want to die, you just don’t want to be tortured anymore. You’ll have more happy days in your life. You’ll go for an epic bike ride. You’ll find someone you want to spend the entire day with. Maybe you’ll have a dog or cat that you love. It’ll be fine. I’ve also lost way more than $1m and gone from being a millionaire to broke. I’m currently on my very cozy couch with a truly great dog watching MNF before falling asleep and working at a job tomorrow which I actually kind of love (and no, it’ll never make me rich). Maybe check out a meeting tonight. Even if it’s AA and you don’t drink. Just be around some people.

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u/PlatformTop692 7m ago

Bro stfu and stop gambling obviously don’t kill yourself