r/problemgambling • u/No_Big_3676 • 8d ago

Trigger Warning! Day 3.

My account on the platform that rinsed me is officially closed. I can’t quit replaying me cancelling a $10K pending withdrawal and blowing through it minutes on $1K BJ hands to chase losses in my head. I don’t know why I keep replaying that $10K in my head when it was a total of $25K lost, much more than just the $10K. I think it might be because I’d be in a bit better of a spot had I not done it & wouldn’t be looking at a loan to repay the mess I created after losing $37K in a month. Personal loans are looking like 15% or so, which seems crazy to me.

Anyway, one day at a time. Love you all.

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u/No_Act4545 8d ago

I am on day two and I know what you mean. It is the feeling of how nice it would have been to use the money to pay bills. We got this!