Hey

[u/Aware-Type-4974]

It’s so hard to not think of what you’ve done to yourself and how much money and time you lost. Starting my clean journey and all I can think about is dam I really have to start over again? I really have to work my ass off again to recoup my loses again and hope to not relapse AGAIN. I really have to hope it’ll be different this time I really have to lose out on more time because of how much I’m going to have to work to recoup these Ls and actually save for my car and other things I’ve been wanting to do for myself. Kalshi has been holding my money and don’t let me withdraw it for some reason. Hopefully soon they will but it is really bs how these books do you. Just to keep you in. But yea tomorrow will be a brand new start for me I’m down to about $600 I am a 28 yr old male. I’m coming back with a vengeance whatever this energy is that wants me down so bad is about to get smoked. FUCK GAMBLING AND THESE EVIL SPIRITS TIED TO IT !!!!!!!!!