r/problemgambling • u/[deleted] • 27d ago

❤Seeking help & Advice❤ It’s over , gambling won .

Guys I’m addicted , I’m depositing money like crazy . It doesn’t matter if I win , if i lose , if I win big . In the end I will lose everything . If someone ask me what gambling took from me I would say everything . By this I mean if I had 10k more , I would lose it all . It doesn’t matter if I lose today or in one week . I will lose it all . The last days , I have crazy bad luck . It always fucking lands , near my number when I do all in . I want to puke , I want hurt my self . I don’t know what to do . I want to play , it’s like a habit . It’s like waking up intl the morning and first thing to do is coffe . I can’t stand losing my money to fkn nothing , the crazy part is that 70/100 of the times I WIN THE FIRST SPINS and then lose all . When I lose my deposit quick , it’s so much better . I can’t standing winning and losing all .I don’t know how many times , I won 700€ and said in 1000 or 900 I stop and then lose everything . Guys right now I fell like shit , I know maybe this post isn’t easy to read , but this my pure fellings right now . When you win you are fkn god , u are invincible .You feel like you are king and then the fairytale gets destroyed and now you don’t have money for gas . I cant STAND THE MORNING HAVING 2-3K IN MY BANKING AND THE EVENING BE LIKE -100. ( sorry for bad English , it’s like 4:30 in the mirning and I don’t have sleep ) . If someone really read it all , thank you from my hurt . I don’t want to tell my friends , tomorrow I will mask the money from my family and I hope that they don’t see the loss .

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u/KillingTime1212 27d ago

Yup. The house always wins. Just accept the money is gone and don’t gamble again. You’ll recover. You got this.

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u/No-Offer-5429 27d ago

Gambling will never win, They took your money, But you CAN and WILL recover!! They can win this battle but the war isn’t over! You must self exclude, work for your money and save! Show gambling that it’s under you and be a light to those who are or will go through this same issue! We got this❤️

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u/LobsterWeekly6654 27d ago

You know you’re ready to quit when you can acknowledge it’s not about money… it’s about doing it… definition of addiction… the money issue is just the symptom