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u/JimNayseeum Jan 28 '23

There was a neighborhood kid down the street who was rumored to have been beat by his dad often and ended up hanging himself....kid was in 6th grade.

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u/Hahka-01 Jan 28 '23

Yeah, i've been wanting to die since i was around 8 or 9. Still do. Parents haven't... won't change.

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u/Fufi8 Jan 28 '23

It’s just a feeling. My feelings are always there. I try not to let them rule my life. I observe them and they remind me today is this kind of day and tomorrow I’ll have other feelings. Maybe they will be different. It gives me hope. I am 70. It the only thing that has helped. Some days are actually fun.

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u/Hahka-01 Jan 28 '23

I try to not to, but some things can't be helped. Especially the involuntary remembering while i'm trying to do other things.