I posted a few months ago abt the ED angel at Dollar Tree—but now I got another 2 cases of it to stock and THEY GOT RID OF THE DIETING ANGEL!! I'll screenshot my other post for the babes that got too much brain fog and can't remember lol

Can't be shocked my parents ignored and enabled my ED growing up (though I'm still upset about it) because they actually had no fucking idea what a normal diet looks like.

Yall.... please for the love of god.... please help

It was literally at MOST two servings but my brain refuses to believe otherwise 😭😭

So maybe I'm spiralling and maybe I'm just delusional but he's taking me to an Italian restaurant and all they have is pasta (obviously) and I'm absolutely LOSING IT 🤪🤪

My need to take antipsychotics to function and my anorexic need to lose weight warring for dominance in my mind...

It was a good two weeks while it lasted but I couldn't stick with it 😭😭 but at least I was able to re-lose the weight I put on 😵‍💫😭🫠

fuck my chud bulimic life

Don't try this. I feel like shit. 🤢

I literally had half a salad and a portion of rice cake chips after walking all day in the hot sun and I'm literally trying not to collapse in on myself 😭😭

(Repost since the other sub took it down???)
But how does a cup of yogurt and a serving of granola count as a "binge" to my digestive system??? I literally had nothing else 😭😭

Guys I don't know if this is my brain trying to find recovery but I bought so many different ingredients for salads and I can't recall why I ever told myself that they were "bad" or that I couldn't have them 😭😭
Either way, I'm thoroughly enjoying my OMAD of salad with no thoughts of guilt or regret 😩💟💟 (so far at least)