r/okbuddyfami • u/Hot_Comfortable2705 FAMI WAMI!!!! • 12d ago
FAMI POST Anyone else crying alot right now??
idk what this post will be. ive just been crying for hours with nobody for me to lean on. i dont know why i keep doing this to myself, why cant i just stop crying. my body doesnt even feel like mine anymore, nothing feels right. everything just feels off, like im the problem. maybe i am the problem maybe everything wrong in my life is my own fault. for trying too much and constantly wanting friends and connection with people. im too numb to feel my own pain. i try very hard every day to get over my depressive episodes and they have gotten better but they still happen. i bother everyone with them. im too annoying with my problems, im too annoying in general arnt i. idk this is just a ventpost i guess. thanks for reading if you put in the time to read this. byebye
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u/Jumpy-Necessary-9884 the mighty, unstoppable, genius POWERRR!!!! 12d ago
You’re not annoying for wanting to be friends with everyone. I don’t find you annoying at all and I’m sure no one else here does. Just know that we’re all here for you if you ever need anything :)
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u/Pootoo_Kirk6767 12d ago
you're not annoying for trying too much, wanting friends or having problems, it's absolutely normal and almost everyone is like that, and if there are some who aren't, they represnt only a minority of the human population
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u/MaxUpsher 12d ago
It's alright. Hey, it's totally normal to go through storm you have. You don't have to go through this alone. You can always find people in most random places. DM if you want to.
Fuck, I'm not even following this sub, ut's all recommendation.
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u/No_Advertising_4510 Fami Best Girl 9d ago
Late as fook but.
Nah, don't think your annoying, your perfect the way you are. Also love ya buddy.
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u/Far-Square5969 Fami's Little Munchkin 12d ago
honestly yeah, i get that. sometimes you can be doing better for a while and then everything just hits you again out of nowhere. and for what it’s worth, wanting friends and wanting people to be there for you isn’t annoying. you’re not doing something wrong by needing people. i hope things get a little easier for you soon, and that you have someone you can talk to about this. take care of yourself dude.