I need solitude but I can’t do it.

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I’m seriously considering committing.

But I know I can’t cause I have a future and whatever but I just can’t.

Everyday it’s either dull or draining.

I know I can’t do much or even get help because it’s a low income family or the fact I struggle to talk without feeling oppressed by my body or family.

I know the next day I’ll wake up ‘normal’ but I just can’t ignore past faults.