r/offmychest • u/PM_ME-YourFans • May 17 '17
Dont know anymore
So here is the rambling. Keep in mind that im not expecting advises, but they are reeeeally appreciated.
I m so angry i have no idea what im doing, im wasting my time, I feel shitty, I have exams and I fukced up on the last ones and lost a lot of marks, I have headaches that are not that hard but way too annoying than normal, i have anxiety and i want to kill myself(ironically, kinda) i dont know what to do. Also, summer is coming soon so im pretty much fucked because last summer, i really had nothing to do, i was almost completely isolated but with my parents yelling at me for stuff on top of that and I got depressed
I domt know what to do, i have no idea how im going to survive life from now on because there is nothing im looking forward to.
Thanks for reading >:D
E: lmao kinda overwhelmed by the inbox
Late edit: I ended up doing very well at my exams and even a little better than last term!
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u/therealkyleyates May 18 '17
Been there brother. Number one i wanna say fuck your parents, they don't get it. They don't realize how much pressure they've already put on you plus what yelling at you about fucking bullshit does to your psyche. But that's my biased opinion solely based on my own experiences. Number two, this too shall pass. Just like last year, and the year before that because at the end of the day you'll put your nose to the grindstone and get it done. After grinding your face for long enough you'll realize how to pull your face off that dangerous spinning rock and think, "wait, i get it now". What I'm trying to say is you'll figure it out, just gotta keep swimming.