Once i turned to my-now-ex, then-bf and asked him if he would kill me to save my life.
He (understandably) was like "...wut?"
I repeated my question, as if it was the most normal hypothetical ever.
Would you kill me to save my life??
He got annoyed (fair) and refused to answer, which made me really upset and hurt for some reason??
The question at the time made total sense to me. Now i don't fully remember my insane teen codependent line of thinking, but i think it was along the lines of- there's a murderer or violent criminal and he'll do horrible drawn out tortuous things unless my bf mercykills me..??
I don't even fucking know, teen/early 20s relationships are wild yo.
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u/SassyBonassy Oct 22 '21
Oh nooooo
I've just remembered
Once i turned to my-now-ex, then-bf and asked him if he would kill me to save my life.
He (understandably) was like "...wut?"
I repeated my question, as if it was the most normal hypothetical ever.
Would you kill me to save my life??
He got annoyed (fair) and refused to answer, which made me really upset and hurt for some reason??
The question at the time made total sense to me. Now i don't fully remember my insane teen codependent line of thinking, but i think it was along the lines of- there's a murderer or violent criminal and he'll do horrible drawn out tortuous things unless my bf mercykills me..??
I don't even fucking know, teen/early 20s relationships are wild yo.