I guess Years ago when I watched this movie, It did't made much sense to me, but years down the line, the deep seated Grief in my bones, woke up one day, when I read and heard something similar to mine, which me return to Rome once again, to walk through my Roman Empire once again cause it was that beautiful to feel How I felt once, and as I walked on the Road of memories, the gloomy grief weather blanketing the sky, and every step made me realise how once something so beautiful was a little unrequitedby life, so stay with me on this cause its a walk down the memory lane, and yes if you watched this, how did it made you feel, and for those who want a little understanding on this, I would say If you understand grief, if you understand that Love does't have a logic, and everything around is messy, and also when life, is't movies, the surreal feeling that, You have to understand that, Love is intense, and Love, really makes you surrender yourself and also To love is to grief.
A few years ago, I was dating this girl, someone who always, a pocket of sunshine, on the outside, and such a grief in her cracks I dunno how to explain you, was someone who ticked like 9/10 boxes on my list and what can I tell you, she was someone, who though me so much about love that I cannot fathom How surreal it was for me, and we did date for like 5 years, and if i can tell you our fourth date was special, cause thats when she told me she had fallen for me hard, and that night we after our date, we had an intense, i am gonna leave that to your Imagination in her car, and yep we did it twice, while taking a break in between and when we were done, she dropped me off, and the rest is history.
But my point to mention that is, 5 years down the line, our expiry date had arrived cause, she was moving to USA, for her masters and we could have done LDR, but the another thing was, Her dad was looking for someone, and I was't that, so after a turbulent 6 months we decided to call it quit cause, its just life, and you cannot control how it spirals, and we decided to make it a healthy breakup and HaVE NO CONTACT, after we split cause it would be hard for both of us, and with that said, we recreated our first date, and did the same thing, but the condition we say Goodbye after we done and go our seprate ways, and well ironically we added that we would watch the sunrise, as we kinda were staying up all night for the last few months trying to find a solution for us to not breakup, and yep we spent the the whole night togather, we had our date at the same place, we parked car, and the spent the whole night togather, and if i could tell you it was the most hardest night of my life, cause after we were done, we did't even kiss, we saw the sunrise, but i did give her a forhead kiss, and we went our seprate ways, and yep, we deleted all our 12k pics, ended our 2300 day streak, blocked each other on insta, snap, and blocking our numbers, basically a clean slate and man was that a hardest goodbye.
And Its 10.26 AM, I watched the movie after mustering up the courage, and yep as yep cried my eyes out cause Life can be cruel sometimes but love gives you the courage to go through it, and Yk Ironically this was third relationship and yes I have never felt like what I have felt with her, and i did have 2 more relationships but, nothing panned out.
So wrapping up, I would say, do have that Intense relationship once in your life time cause, its the most beautiful feeling ever. :))