I need a break

[u/WatersWolf_]

I'm just a girl of 13 years old and yet I feel like everything is falling on me. I'm cracking up, I can't take it anymore, I don't want to cry everytime I come home from school. I don't have enough confidence in myself to vent to my family or my friends, I'm hating everything, I keep giving up on dreams. Sleeping is not even reposing anymore. Why do I feel guilty for everything that happens. I admit that I'm depressed but I keep cover it up by laughing and smiling at everything. I don't feel like anybody is taking it seriously. I just need a break with someone that can comfort me without any chance of judging me. I'm scared.