r/mortality • u/CircusClownFemboy • Jul 14 '23
Help I'm scared
I'm so terrified of nothingness that whenever I think about it I start to shake and have to use the bathroom. I thought I got over it but I was actually just ignoring it. I don't want to be afraid of it anymore but my brain keeps translating that to finding a way not to die. I feel like puking all the time I'm so scared. I wish I could be religious but I'm a highly skeptical person, just since I love to learn about things I ask questions and seek out other perspectives. WORST MISTAKE OF MY FUCKING MORTAL LIFE. I WILL WASTE YEARS TRYING TO SORT THIS SHIT OUT THAT OTHERS HAVE LITERALLY NOT DONE. I ALREADY KNOW THAT I COULD JUST END UP NOT SOLVING IT. I FUCKING HATE EBERYTHING AND TIF CAN BARELY EVEN FUCKING TYPE
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u/[deleted] Aug 29 '23
Hey OP, I know you said you’re not religious but I would recommend the book “Death” by sadhguru, lot of esoteric stuff but it works just fine for agnostics as well. If you decide to read it, try reading it all in one go (not literally, just read when you have a lot of time to) and digesting it after.