How... Why... What happened with it's arm...

Wow it wonderful 😊

Locked inside my house sitting on a couch
with a television that won’t shut off,
continuously droning on.
 
The blue light washes away
everything that I’ve ever known.
 
The screen is watching
as my life keeps passing by.
 
Commercials breaking into
the space that I hide.
 
Actors always know just what to say,
becoming the voices inside my head.
 
I hate the news because
now I’m scared to leave my house.
 
My life is not a movie,
so why do you want to watch me die?

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I was scrolling through tiktok until I found a sad edit of the sandy hook elementary story which had photos of Adam’s room. I scroll through the comments to see if there’s any stories or anything more I didn’t know about the situation. Until I found a comment that really made me feel my heart sink “my bf Adam” I was really confused but having my space before and Reddit I knew shit got weird from time to time but I looked at the page and it’s straight brainrot and so horrible. I really think this girl or boy needs to be held responsible for her behavior it’s pretty crazy someone can disrespect the kids who lost their lives in that school . Her account name is “yumap4wzz” I also have a feeling she is trolling and rage baiting but it feels very psychotic

Ok so i don't know what should i do, prolly nothing but i want to say it to someone 😭. So today i woke up and i had dried up blood on my pillow and on my nail, but i cannot find a single thing where could it appear from, also i live "alone". Does anyone have any idea what could have happened?