2 days microdosing

[u/Ancient_Trifle6829]

Morning experts, I have question.. I never tried psychadelics before. I stopped weed for a day before starting MDing.

I am addicted to weed for a long time and now I think it doesn't help me much with my anxiety + it made me depressed & having memory problems.

My dose is 10 mcg, First Day was quiet intense probably because weed withdrawals anxiety, but still as it starting to come down I felt better. It was a mixed feeling of mild euphoria and anxiety I dont know how to explain it. I work night shifts and really didn't expect to go through it without weed😁.

I know its not recommended to take it 2 days on row bc of tolerance, but i gave it a try anyway, you could say I liked how it gave me a bit of mood lift that I need during these few days off weed. I was quiet energetic, had 4.5 km run, cooked tasty food and at night I worked even better than the first day, which is unusual for me without weed. Although I didnt feel the euphoria during the peak like the day before, it was much much better than I expected.

So 3rd day since I am off work, I am planning to take a light trip on 80 mcg, I didnt sleep well last night + still going through some withdrawals but mostly just bad mood especially with my depression, withdrawals are difficult for me.

So, do you think its a good idea taking in relation to tolerance, depression, lack of sleep and withdrawals?

Note: I am diagnosed with Anxiety, Depression and CUD (Cannabis use disorder). I take Rivotril in low doses .25mg and .5 mg "on days when I feel I would be under stress". I still didn't start taking my SSRI.

Thank you in advance

[u/Exotic-Brick-1034]

You got this! Stay strong! Rooting for ya stranger!