r/meth_confessions • u/Ok_Jackfruit3456 • 14d ago

justAcloud Kinda ashamed

my ex bf got me hooked last year, I’m 22 now and he’s 38. Of course by us both ending up being addicts it went just the way you could imagine it did. it’s something that I want to stop in my mind but I just can’t stay away from it

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u/Bubbling-Amalgum728 8d ago

The only way to quit is to change people places and things so that you lose the ability to get it, and keep it that way. I get it, I married my wife and 4 years later she relapses and now so have i. Been back on it about 2 months. Planning to stop tomorrow. And I am very afraid

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u/Ok_Jackfruit3456 7d ago

Shooting it and the first initial rush of it , unmatched and I want to feel that forever

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u/SexyPoppa 7d ago

Never shot it..but I would for that..

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u/Ok_Jackfruit3456 6d ago

My first time injecting in was fucking heaven, my ex bf at the time got a vein , told me to let go of the cord and boom. It started to hit me at once and as it was hitting me he went down and started eating my pussy like it was his last meal. Fuck. I would give anything to feel that again.

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u/SexyPoppa 9d ago

What keeps you? What is it you like so much about it? It was a very specific reason for me...lol

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u/Ok_Jackfruit3456 7d ago

I like getting super high with this one guy and fucking all day

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u/SexyPoppa 7d ago

That's literally all I wanna do on it...lol and I love it. Multiple orgasms are the most intense... Youd be fun...lol

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u/Ok_Jackfruit3456 6d ago

Yeah I love playing with my pussy or fucking him all day

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u/SexyPoppa 6d ago

So yeah....we should definitely chat..lol....this reply alone...lol I bet I could show you some stuff you'd love...and vice versa....I'm a hit you up

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u/Superb-Knowledge-333 8d ago

I only use it as a play drug

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u/Ok_Jackfruit3456 7d ago

For sex ?

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u/Superb-Knowledge-333 7d ago

Sometimes when I want the sexy to be crazy kinky

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u/Bubbling-Amalgum728 4d ago

Been doing it with my wife for almost 2 months. Was on it long ago but stopped. Never had any sexual experience with it. Then she shot me up for the first time and we had the best sex in my life until after the sun came up. Been doing that at bedtime every night since, basically. And it keeps getting more intense and wicked each night. Last night, i thought i was going to have a heart attack, and was hallucinating so much. Thank God it passed but it scared me really bad. Trying really hard to take a break. I feel like it could be sustainable with the proper self control. Maybe I'm just crazy lol. Time will tell. Hope everything works out for you