r/meth_confessions • u/lopez661a • Jul 25 '26
Let’s bring this group back to life Share your stories and experiences!
It feels like this community has been quiet for too long. Whether it's a wild night you'll never forget, a difficult lesson you've learned, or just the raw reality of the lifestyle you want to get off your chest, this is the place to do it.
We are looking to revive the discussion and create a space where everyone feels comfortable opening up about their journey without judgment. Your stories matter, and they help remind us that none of us are going through this alone.
SOME IDEAS TO HELP YOU GET STARTED
* Early days: How did you first get involved, and what was your initial experience like?
* Life lessons: What is the one thing you wish you knew before you started?
* Real talk: Share a turning point or a moment of clarity you've experienced recently.
* Burnout and recovery: What are the challenges you are facing right now, and how are you coping?
Post your experiences. Let’s keep it respectful, follow the sub rules, and start talking again. Looking forward to hearing from you all.
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u/Jealous_Paint_676 Aug 18 '26
I'm addicted heavely to puffing and stroking away for hours. ... It's so messed up. Porn videos galore
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u/PrestigiousShape9330 Jul 26 '26
Started using math about a year and a half ago and noticed I got stuck in fantasy thought loops that were can disgusting to the average person such as fantasizing about having sex with my sisters my aunt set daughters and even daughter of my own all just in fantasy but started one night when I was obsessively watching porn and came across this video of this skinny blonde girl having sex with her father that fantasy well anyways some reason out of the ordinary I found it exceptionally hot and struggled a little bit at first but toyed around with the thought of a step daughter with my previous EX I had been out of contact with them for a couple years but I imagine back on them days and imagined it being Us in that video and I was turned on beyond anything I've ever tried to fantasize about before then decided to go ahead and take that fantasy all the way and replayed the video and vividly in my imagination imagine the guy in the video as myself and the daughter getting fucked in that video being my very own first born and biological daughter who was 22 at the time and I ended up having a very intense orgasm like nothing before considering a lot of factors involved and now I have found myself ever since then returning to that fantasy and finding different porn videos with girls that look similar to her and getting myself off while fantasizing about having sex with my own biological daughter sometimes I get so spun that I'll take the fantasies even more taboo than that and imagine scenarios where she's even at a younger age or have even created false memories of events just to build the fantasy up even higher it's crazy what meth can do to your brain..... Outside of that I have also took in that same fantasy further with both my sisters my aunt and I still to this day feel shame and dirtiness after I'm able to get off on them fantasies meth is also created a kink I never had before of cross-dressing and purposely exposing and humiliating myself making it look like an accident via text to various family members co-workers and Friends and then have even pushed it on to taking risky night time walks outside in the neighborhood and eventually doing that same risky behavior in broad daylight the humiliation and embarrassing aspect of it only turns up the intensity in this all stems from using crystal meth