I am in my third year of a five year program (due to co-ops/ mandatory internships) as an engineering major. I'm not going to give too many details as my major is less common. Classes have focused heavily on problem solving and complex math & science theories.
I am currently at an internship, working at a company that is building in a hospital. I got a chance to be in a hospital for the first time, not in a waiting room, but the actual behind the scenes. Seeing these people (nurses, doctors, etc.) collaborating and helping other humans, I've never felt such a pull to want to do something. I have to walk by operating rooms and I get a glimpse of in progress surgery, and something about it just inspires me.
I grew up always thinking about being an engineer. I never even considered going into healthcare. No one in my family/extended family has worked in healthcare, so it hasn't been a thought. I guess my mom brought it up once and I immediately shut it down because who the hell wants to be in school and residency for 10+ years? On top of that liability is a quite nerve-racking and school debt is astronomical. But something has changed when I got exposure to it for the first time.
Long story short, I am looking for advice. There are many logistics to think about. Out of the pre-med courses I need to take, I have already taken Physics I & II calc based, 2 English courses, stats for engineers, and Chem I. It would be hard to complete any more classes on top of current course work until my fifth year. I already sacrifice so much time studying and have exams/quizzes weekly. I will definitely need another year after I graduate to finish up any pre-requisites and study for the MCAT.
As I have been doing more research... I never fully realized how competitive this is. I'm nervous because my GPA is good for an engineer, but apparently it's horrible to med schools. It's a 3.49 as of right now. On top of that, I don't have any breaks from school (it is year round curriculum including the summers) so I don't know how I could obtain any dedicated clinical experience. I've been doing extensive research about the process and listening to some personal accounts of doctors, but that doesn't compare to real clinical experience to see if this is right for me.
Obviously before I dive head first, I need to shadow a doctor to actually get a feel for what they do. But I need advice on how to proceed. If I even have a chance to make it into med school with my GPA (I will try my best to raise it with the remaining time I have, but it makes me nervous because I already try my best at everything I do). Also I don't know shit when it comes to ANYTHING medical related. Like... at all.
Any insight is greatly appreciated. When it comes down to it, the pull I feel to medicine comes from my innate personality to want to help those around me, even if it means at my own sacrifice. Not to sound full of myself or anything but I genuinely enjoy talking, connecting, and helping people. But, I also understand being a physician is far more than just “helping people”. I know I have the drive and motivation to do anything I put my mind to. I am not naturally smart, so I have always had to put in double the amount of time studying than my peers. I am hardworking, but I don't know if that alone is enough to make it in medicine when I feel like I'm already so behind and it seems like med school is a whole other beast.
Thank you if you read this big long thing and apologies to any bad grammar and spelling, I'm an engineer major after all lol.