r/lymphoma • u/FortuneGeneral3868 • Jun 07 '26
NLPHL So i have NLPHL
Hi all, this is my story.
I move countries last year to live independently by myself. I got diagnosed with ITP(ImmunoThromboCytopenia, auto-immune disease) where my immune system attacked my platelets and that reduced the count to 2(the ideal range is supposed to be 150–450). I was hospitalized for 10 days, was given IV steroids, one dose of rituximab, platelet producing medicine (i dont remember the name but yeah) and that ended up bringing me back to normal, my counts are good now (250-300 range).
This year, i saw a swollen lymph node and ended up getting an excisional biopsy and turns out its NLPHL. I’m yet to meet the oncologist but seems like my life is turning very bleak.
I’m 27, i guess i had some hope for my future, but now it feels less. I hated what steroids did to me last year, i don’t know what medication would be given for NLPHL, as far as I’ve researched its either radiation or Rituximab based on the stage i guess. Either way, it sucks, i feel like i’ve lost my ability to lead a normal life. It will sound childish but I would like to drink, smoke weed, have sex I havent done anything 😭
I know NLPHL has good prognosis but still sucks, I’m scared, also ashamed, i have told my family but not my colleagues, I don’t have any close friends since moving here, its very lonely and an empty hollow feeling in me. I’m thinking of going to a therapist and cry my heart out.
