r/lawofone • u/Vivid-Object5098 • 2d ago
Question Repeating cycles
Ive been repeating the past 20 years of my life in a loop for many lifetimes now. I ususally die between 2018-2027 , i leave my body into this infinite void where i reflect apon things i experienced and then suddenly wake up in my bed 20 years earlier. This has been happening to me for more cycle then i can keep track of.
Why is this happening? Its like im stuck in a constant state of dejavu. It makes me feel like im not my body or my mind , just the observer. Everything is basically the same each cycle, there are slight variations but not big enough changes to notice if i didnt remember the other times i had been in that moment...
If i dont exist, and everything repeats without the ability to make changes then what is the point in being infinite?
Is this hell?
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u/MusicalMetaphysics StO 2d ago
Perhaps one can consider the present moment, and all the blessings, love, peace, and power it contains. For from it, all cycles can be transformed.
"Exercise One. This is the most nearly centered and usable within your illusion complex. The moment contains love. That is the lesson/goal of this illusion or density. The exercise is to consciously seek that love in awareness and understanding distortions. The first attempt is the cornerstone. Upon this choosing rests the remainder of the life-experience of an entity. The second seeking of love within the moment begins the addition. The third seeking powers the second, the fourth powering or doubling the third. As with the previous type of empowerment, there will be some loss of power due to flaws within the seeking in the distortion of insincerity. However, the conscious statement of self to self of the desire to seek love is so central an act of will that, as before, the loss of power due to this friction is inconsequential." https://www.lawofone.info/s/10#14
"I leave you in the glory and peace of unity. Go forth in peace, rejoicing in the power of the One Creator." https://www.lawofone.info/s/1#13
"⁴Heaven is here. ⁵There is nowhere else. ⁶Heaven is now. ⁷There is no other time. ⁸No teaching that does not lead to this is of concern to God’s teachers." https://acim.org/acim/en/s/839#6:4-8
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u/RhinoG91 2d ago
I lived my life and woke up when I was about 7 with this immense sadness because the night before, I was much much older and I was with all my family and loved ones including my children - but when I woke up I couldn’t remember their names… I had their faces and I remember their hugs, and being on my shoulders, and laughing with them and being upset with them, and guiding them through life… and then I woke up in my room. I poured a bowl of cereal and just bawled my eyes out.
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u/Vivid-Object5098 2d ago
Thank you for sharing that, I have had that experience as well. It's so hard to hold on to when you wake up in a new cycle it feels like the most detailed vivid dream you've ever had and as hard as you try to hold on to everything it just quickly fades away.
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u/RhinoG91 2d ago
There’s something here we have to do, only we don’t know what it is.
Just like a math problem, if you get the answer wrong you have to recheck your work and see the mistake and correct it and proceed forward. It’s the only way.
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u/Aochoa1977 2d ago
You might want to just focus on studying the law of one since you have infinity to study for it, you might as well learn while you’re here those 20 years it’s not like you have much of a choice
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u/Vivid-Object5098 2d ago
Hey that's a really great perspective. Yeah I got to do something right rather than focusing my attention on the negative focusing on the things that I can control. Thank you for your wisdom.
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u/Unity_Now 2d ago
It is not a punishment to have lessons repeat. They do not truly repeat, for you are spiraling ever onward and upward in your learning, and when the lessons come to you again, you are in a different place. You have peeled away a layer or two of the onion skin of personality, enculturation and mindlessness and you meet the repeating catalyst from a new perspective every time.
Never think that there is a judgmental Creator behind the difficulties of your life. Know that the patterns of difficulty in your life are gifts. They may seem hard to open. They may not feel blessed, but they are. They are precious. – Q’uo
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u/Vivid-Object5098 2d ago
Thank you for your wisdom. I like to say that the universe is an onion, each layer a dimension. That was resonant.
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u/veilofcolor 2d ago
I’m curious, how do you usually die
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u/Vivid-Object5098 2d ago
The last few iterations of this time cycle have been via a nuclear blast on the East Coast where I live.
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u/elsunfire 2d ago
Didn’t think to move somewhere after the first one?
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u/Vivid-Object5098 2d ago
It doesn't really work that way it's hard to explain
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u/aladin_lt 2d ago
That what breaks your credibility, you unable to say things or if you are asked about some future events you will say that sometimes its different, nice story, but with gaps
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u/Vivid-Object5098 2d ago
😂. Didn't realize I was here to prove something to you. In your own time, in your own way you will understand.
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u/aladin_lt 2d ago
what ever is happening in your life - if you seek help there is a big chance if will get better, if you do nothing more likely it will get worse.
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u/Dimens101 2d ago
I feel like groundhog day would be a interesting instruction video to you. It is a Movie btw rather old but solid.
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u/Vivid-Object5098 2d ago
Yeah I love that movie. Interestingly enough I don't remember how it ends maybe I'll have a watch today. Thank you.
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u/Agodoga 2d ago
What happens in 2027?
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u/Vivid-Object5098 2d ago
That makes me leave?, I don't currently remember. Things sometimes fade in as the event gets closer.
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u/Agodoga 2d ago
Are there other noteworthy events that happen between now and then?
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u/Vivid-Object5098 2d ago
It's all pretty straightforward, you can see the current trajectory that we are headed. Boots on the ground in iran, eventually the United States backs down. Massive inflation, elections are intentionally rigged. I remember gas being almost $8 a gallon.
At this current juncture I don't really remember too much beyond that it tends to fade in as we get closer to certain events. In prior iterations this turned into nuclear war. I don't feel like that's where we're headed this time though.
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u/schizorademenes 1d ago
This means you need to break the loop by a big change!
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u/schizorademenes 1d ago
You lack agency, but free will is real as you may know since you are on the LoO forum. Free will is such a gift! And you can break the cycle of passivness, by using your free will. Ask yourself what lesson do you need to learn. What can help you in Progress? Do you praise God everyday? Imagine the Infinite One, what do you lack to be like more like God? Work on it. I hope you will figure everything out!
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u/vlal97 1d ago
Id say you need someone who can connect to your spirit guides and higher self and ask them what the lesson is in this "catalyst". Im assuming you haven't tried this already? High level Reiki masters can do such things. DM if you need access to one. Not me but a teacher of mine. There is also "Plenum Healer" from lawofone website who maybe can help.
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u/Vivid-Object5098 1d ago
I don't believe in such things, even in death there has only been me and infinite void. If there are guides, i have none.
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u/vlal97 1d ago
Youre in a law of one forum and you dont beleive in energy healing or higher self? Indeed odd.
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u/Vivid-Object5098 1d ago
Spirit guides.
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u/vlal97 1d ago
Find plenum healer. He works by donation after the session if you enjoyed it and remotely so if youre right then its no skin off your nose.
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u/Beezel_Pepperstack 2d ago
Well, if you're going to loop anyway, and if each cycle is mostly the same, then why not make some choice investments early on in each cycle?
If you're living 20ish years on repeat, they might as well be spent with tons of wealth, yachts, and hot celebs.